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Hi, tumblr. I missed a lot didn't I?
Finally, guessed my password correctly.
I've been struggling to get used to adulthood, and I wish there was just some manual I could use, and sort of read when I am in a crisis. It hasn't been all that hard, I am still privileged to experience everything now. I have work, of which I am still easing my way into, a lot of contemplation on whether I quit or not -- but I still want to have my own source of income, its so hard getting into jobs in this economy. I enrolled in law school, but I don't have plans to enroll for the second semester anymore. I still want to enjoy my time, with my work and with my family, and law school forces me to sacrifice all of that.
Thing is, I have compromised my health more than a few times. I enjoyed it while I was there, but I got to put myself first. My realization is that, I can't be like everyone else, I can't -- for now -- be a full time student. I have goals for myself that only money can provide (no joke, money buys experiences that make me happy). So now, my decision to quit is final. Another update would be that, I will have my first international travel this December. Super thankful for my Nanay for the opportunity to go. I have planned out the itinerary, and I just wished she told me she had plans to go, so I could've saved more from my salary (I plan to spoil her next year). I'll really save up and work two jobs or something. I have listed all the places I want to to travel next year so I might do just that.
That's all the update on my life for the remaining months of 2025 :)
Write to you next time ^_^
