#fortoolong

[cheekybri]

#stressedout #fortoolong #takeabreak #givemyselfsomeslack #heff36 #canievendonormalanymore? https://www.instagram.com/p/CL22Hu0AHTNRwoPGliAu7OaGderQuSf04yQrZQ0/?igshid=tlz3y1q40fp7

[mydeepestthoughts228]

For Too Long...

I have decided that I need to start worrying about myself more than I do other people, for too long now have I put myself on the back burner because I didn’t believe that I too deserve to be happy, merely because of the mistakes I have made in the past. Well, I deserve to be happy too, I deserve to smile more and cry less, to finally wake up without a heavy heart and a clouded mind. I deserve to finally see the world for its true beauty again. Too long have I tried to make other people happier, tried to make things easier for other people, whom in the end won’t even appreciate it quite like they really should. It’s been far too long since I’ve quite seen the color in the world, all I have seen in grey, all I have done is work for the betterment of other peoples lives instead of my own, for too long have I gone to bed afraid of what I may see in my dreams, of WHO I may see in my dreams and the memories it will bring forward. I have dreamed of my own death too many times to be counted on two hands, I don’t even have to go to sleep to envision my own death, a lot of times I will find myself daydreaming about it, the day that I finally meet my end and face the big guy upstairs, whether it be from natural causes or self-inflicted, all I’d be able to after that is to apologize as much as I can to the big guys above, tell him that all of it was just too much for my brittle self to take and I cracked like an egg.

For too long have I watched other people be happier than me while I have to sit and watch them dance around cheering about how great life can be, thinking to myself; “How does one obtain the elusive possession known as happiness? Is it a birthright? Is it found by the few and the lucky?”. Mostly everyone around me has succeeded in one way or another while I continue to fail, why is it that some of us are just so prone to life disasters? Is that OUR birthright? Were we just handed a bad hand of cards that ended up throwing our lives into an endless spiral of disaster and sadness? It’s true how they say life can be unfair, life will beat you to your knees after all and then keep you there if you don’t do anything to try and fight back. Kick life straight in the teeth and scream “I AM NEVER GIVING UP, I AM A FIGHTER, THAT IS MY BIRTHRIGHT.” Fight, fight like you’ve never fought before because when it comes down to it, fighting for survival is all of our birthrights, fighting to be noticed, fighting for the thing you want most in life and no, I don’t literally mean fight, I mean go out there and show the world just what you’re made of, show the world that you’re more than a tool at the rest of the world's disposal, you are a human being, I am a human being, we are all human beings so let’s start acting like it.

[fancycookingmofo]

On the way back from the beach, I started feeling hypersensitive, achy, & irritable. Such a miserable and unfamiliar aura. Then I realized it was just sobriety. Fixing that now. #okanaganspringbrewery #paleale #sober #fortoolong #mofofamilyvacation

[gangstersnstrippers]

Seshed It Fat As Soon As I Got Home

[moonbeamshawty-blog]

Sad sad sad

[northdoestravel]

God that was loud! #whysoloud #fortoolong #northgoessouth #panamacanal

[labiterd]

Alrrrrriiiiighhhh ladies 😏 it's been awhile, he needs a good girlfriend!! 😘 So I can be a sister inlaw, aunty, bestfriend / little sister, whateverrrrrr. 😜🎉🎈#bigbrother #single #fortoolong #cutefemales #hecanprotectyou #noreally #hesbufffornoreason #jujitsu #fighting #protective #security #ineedtobeanauntalready #goodgirls #noannoyinggirls @dinos_homie #iknowthisvideoiscool #ilikethewater #islander #breezin

[slutprophet]

Well it only took like what an hour and a half to get back in.