Sep 9, 2018
Happy Fortune Day! I wish I could tell the future sometimes.
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Happy Fortune Day! I wish I could tell the future sometimes.
I received my first comment. At first, I thought it might be spam, but since it was my first comment, I was a little happy. Plus, I spoke in English on my stream for the first time and responded. It feels refreshing.
I really want to add the feature where subtitles appear when I speak as soon as possible. There are only 3 days left in the year! I want to enjoy building.
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初めてコメントが来ました。 最初からスパムっぽいとは思いつつ、初めてのコメントだったのでちょっと嬉しかったです。 しかも、配信で初めて英語で話して、答えました。 なんだか新鮮な気分です。 話したら字幕が出るという機能を早急に本当に付けたくなりました。 今年もあと3日！ 建築を楽しみたいと思います。
1/2 I am new to the hobby and wanted a cheap starter doll. I began to collect the Dream Fairy Collection as an introduction to the hobby - as far as I knew they weren't recasts and they were pretty. I shared them in a group and got dogpiled that the dolls were recasts, but I'd researched and found no evidence. My secondary attempt were Fortune Day Dolls - again, same reaction (the dolls looked generic to me) only they also added the dolls were ugly and didn't have a place in the hobby
Anon
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I don't know how to... tell you this...
...hum...
...they're technically customizable dolls.
To be "a recast", they need to be "a BJD" first.
...and, that the promoted title on sale sites and that people new to the hobby confuses them all the time; and, the fact that there's actually some plastic BJDs around (like HUJOO), but this is not the case...
...I understand why they shun you down from the start. I do. 🥺
For more info on what's going on with your dolls and all the confusion around them, please, read this post I did a while back explaining it:
I remember like last year, during the pandemic I bought a recast and loved her! I posted her here and was told that all Doris dolls are reca
And above all, if you like your dolls, who cares? Enjoy them anyway.
post hoc
21.07.09
I’m watching the Genshin Livestream with my friends. I am thankful in many ways that life is like this. I can’t keep up a front in person. I also stink I can’t wait to be vaccinated, so I can have this lump removed.
I am afraid. And I drew some tarot cards online.
I feel so afraid at the accuracy.
This card is strange. I was just thinking about staring into the belly of the beast. What if I became a devil to fight the devils I so desperately hate. I wonder. I wonder if anyone would actually love me. This card is so scary especially because it reminds me of the lovers card. I have such terrible self-esteem these days. My depression is back, not that it ever left. It’s so hard to NOT doubt my abilities, I feel like I have none to be proud of.
This is the card that terrified me the most. I always crave death. I crave it. I don’t want to live anymore. ever. But death is just change, the most unfamiliar and unknown change in life. I wish I were wiser, I wish I were a different person, I wish I could relive my life. I want to be different. But I’m no isekai protag. I can’t be reborn. I want to change and I want change but I am so so afraid. I still want death. It’s the easiest thing.
I am afraid of the world. The world is too small but too wide. Too out of reach. Too unknown. Too many ways to get hurt. Too close for comfort is the feeling of stagnation. I don’t want that. I am still afraid.
I wonder what those are. All I can think of are the mistakes I’ve made. I want to be logical and intelligent. I want to be smart. I want to be a person still curious and in love with life. But how.
Today and even until now, I am desperately trying to submit this resume to a job for a company that I am sure is not going to hire me. There is probably a 0.00001% chance they’ll even consider me. I can’t hope any more than that. I can’t take it. For today, I think I will stop trying. I can’t make hasty decisions.
I think I might cry. Especially seeing this card. Even if it’s a lie, it’s a lie I need. I want to believe in fortune. I have to trust it. Even if I am so so afraid.
The dolls that joined my collection in 2019