Jun 27
i’ll rather stay here.
i feel misunderstood, incomplete, lost, abandoned, lonely. life is so weird right now, i’m in this weird place. stuck between thinking i know what i want and what’s best for me, than not knowing anything at all. i don’t know what the fuck i want i just know something inside me is screaming. i want to go back. i need to go back. i’m stuck in this place i don’t belong. it wasn’t supposed to be this way.. but being here? feels nice. the water calls to me. it feels like home, or like a glimpse of how it used to be. i don’t ever want to lose the feeling. i think i’m forever gonna be chasing it. i feel most free here and that’s all i want to be.