i’m angry that i miss you.

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i’m angry that i miss you.
i go to seek a great perhaps !
i hate death. everything dies. i’m terrified of dying. i fear that i’ll die young one day and i so badly want to live till i’m old and grey.
I HATE FEELING EVERYTHING SO DEEPLY SOMETIMES!!!!! like fuck. make it stop !
nostalgia is actually and literally killing me.
it hurts.
homesick for a place i’ve never been and a person i’ve never met.
i keep dancing on my own…
i’ll try again next year.
the 4th of july is my favorite holiday, and it never goes how i imagine.. and i think that’s what leads to me being sad by the end of the night; having such high expectations. it was a good night, i won’t deny that. just sadly not what i expected.