#foxphorous

[riththewarluid]

foxphorous replied to your post “Damn it Downton Abbey I am so sick of gay characters being shat on I’m...”

UGHHHHHH

I was put on edge from the very beginning when Thomas was revealed as gay and all the characters were all like tittery about it, and now the big drama of this season is oh nooooo Thomas is gay how REVOLTING he is such a VILLAIN in part because he’s a jerk but mostly because he’s GAAAAAAAYYYYY it’s fucking Outlander all over again and I am so disappointed 

[riththewarluid]

foxphorous replied to your photo “Idk what it is about this pencil and gold paint thing that I dig so...”

I kind of want to commission one for Rhynn.... <3

Babe no commission necessary for you <3 <3 Just send me some screenshots and what symbol you want in gold in the background!! 

[riththewarluid]

foxphorous replied to your photo “My new friend needs a name. Thoughts?”

"Penelope" fell out of my brain almost immediately.

Penelope is PERFECT! :D My desktop is named Persephone and they sit next to each other so they can be P&P bffs forever :)) 

[vulcansmirk]

I second madgastronomer…:)

madgastronomer replied to your post: she just offered to help clean up jesu...

Stop sheeping. This is why queer women don’t get together. Say, “Hey, I don’t know if you’re into girls or not, but if you are, do you wanna go do something sometime?” Only specify a something. Coffee, a drink, a movie, a roller derby, whatever.

okay so like. i really appreciate the thought here. i really do. and i totally recognize that my dumb wimpy sheepishness is a huge barrier to any possibility of me getting into a relationship, be it with ms. dorian or with someone else. but two things i need to clarify:

i'm not sheepish because i'm afraid she's not queer. i mean, there's a little of that, obvs, but if that were all it was it wouldn't stop me. my sheepishness comes from the more deep-seated and probably more disturbing belief that i am not someone who dates, or who someone would want to date. that as an individual i am just too fuckin weird/needy/bullheaded/philosophical/whatever else to be able to function in a relationship. i feel like i'm too much to handle, that there's too much of me to deal with and that i can't ask someone else to bear that burden (also the reason why i don't really have any """"""close"""""" friends. like i have friends i'm fairly close with, but my personal bubble is quite deceptive. i divulge lots of seemingly invasive thoughts without really divulging anything of particular importance to me. i keep people at a distance. i am a romcom cliche essentially)

i don't like Dates as a way of getting to know someone i'm interested in. which is not to say i think dates are overall just dumb and bad, because i don't!!!! if that's what works for you, y'know, that's cool, you do you. but for me it's just not a productive way of forging connections with people; i'd rather be friends first, y'know? so if i were to take your advice, because i do think it's good, i'd probably be more like 'oh hey i've run into you again here let's talk about your acting choices in dorian gray and what went into your characterization' or w/e. baby steps. organic development. i can't operate with the weird dating rule books they just don't make sense to me (illogical. i am spock. oops)

i hope this doesn't sound like i'm being critical or making excuses. i'm not trying to do either of those things. and i do want to pursue ms. dorian, but i'm thinking i'll try to be her friend first, and see what grows from there (if anything. and if nothing happens past that, hey man, it's cool. i have plenty of hot friends i don't wizard-angst over because i can't make out with them. it's not a thing really)

[vulcansmirk]

foxphorous reblogged your post foxphorous replied to your post: got a... and added:

I have a laptop that plays CDs? xD

...as opposed to dvds?? ?

i mean my laptop plays dvds but i still only have the first season on disc. the rest won't arrive for a few weeks. which is why i am a pirate. arrr

[vulcansmirk]

foxphorous replied to your post: got a textbook in the mail today. boo ...

IN THE FLESH DATE? I haven’t even started, I’m saving it for you. :P

yEA H YOU'RE WAITING FOR ME I CAN'T BELIEVE IT YES OF COURSE WE'LL WATCH IT TOGETHER BRO

however some minor kinks in the plan: a) my dvd player is a piece of shit, and my bluray player won't hook up to my prehistoric tv -- i'm planning to replace the tv but am waiting for monayz; b) i only have the s1 dvds because the s2 ones don't come out till oct 7 pouts aggressively

i mean all this means we can still watch it together like now but not on a big nice tv. my laptop however is perfectly functional and comes equipped with a me to pirate things (which is how i watched itf in the first place oops)

[vulcansmirk]

foxphorous replied to your post: OH FUCK SOMEONE I WENT TO HIGH SCHOOL ...

HE WAS SO CLOSE TO ME.

i worked all day today instead of going to the parade do not speak to me of george takei

[vulcansmirk]

D: i am so sorry *hugs*

mckenzieeee replied to your post: Read More →

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foxphorous replied to your post: Read More →

I love you. Sometimes we don’t see what the battle really was until we’re far out of the fog of war.

thanks guys. i mean, what is, is, and whatever. i'm not super concerned. just a really weird realization to have, y'know? i imagine maybe it's like having been free of an emotionally abusive relationship for a few years and looking back and realizing emotional abuse counts as abuse, and that you've been abused

yeah i dunno. thinking happy thoughts. life is great now, people give a shit what i say. there's star trek. it's all goooood

thanks though, really♥♥