thanks for the tag @chickycherrycola been slow rolling the writing lately as rest from resbang still, but been poking at dragfic the past few days, and the words have been flowing a little more freely so heres a snippet of that
Stein is opening his door by the time you catch up to him. Suddenly worried about missing your chance you call out to him.
“Stein,” you manage, around trying to catch your breath.
He stops in his tracks, turning to stare at you perplexed as you close the last few feet between you, with heels in hand. You had taken them off so you could catch up to him faster, now, in front of him, you're reminded how much shorter than him you are. It's not significant from an onlooker's perspective, but you've gotten used to being taller than him again—it'd given you a little boost of confidence around him, a feeling of power. Now, once again having to tilt your head up to look him in the eyes, it feels like a huge difference, especially now, with your heart pounding in your chest.
“Sinnamon? What is it, is something wrong?” he asks.
Sinnamon is Spirit's drag name fyi, I think this is the first I've shared of it so...
anyhoo it late and I sleepy and dunno who to tag, so tag urself dear reader if you so chooseth.
once again my current obsession has no current fics so i must provide i hope you enjoy. might be oc stein tbh i think i did well tho BYE!
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It had been 2 weeks since lord death sent you to be steins weapon. You had moved to death’s city after hearing word of arachne being alive. you now lived with stein in his weird laboratory, he kinda freaked you out. but you had a feeling he was also freaked out by you.
you laid on your bed, your room was plain and boring until you went crazy and redecorated it, going a little overboard; stein got mad at you.
stein had just gotten home from teaching and whatever else he did, you didn’t bother to ask. You could hear his keys hit the table outside in the living room, though he never once locked the doors. “i’m home y/n” his voice emerged from outside your door. “Hi welcome home!” you said cutely, walking up to the door to greet him. that’s what any roommate would do right?
you open the door to see him walking to his desk, his creaky old chair and an even older computer. “how was your day?” you asked, leaning against your door frame. he turned his head slightly in your direction, sitting in his chair and spinning to you. he placed a hand on his jaw before speaking. “it was great, i got my hands on somethings to research.” he answered, his pupils were tiny. he turned his chair around to tell you, conversation done. you sighed quietly, you had been waiting to talk to him alllll day!
“well is there anything you want me to make for dinner?” you said, walking to his couch and sitting down. you were wearing some cute shorts and a white tank top, if you looked closely you could see your nipples but who would be that close? right?
silence was the only word spoken for awhile, you tapped your pretty nails on the cushion awaiting his reply. stein stopped typing on his computer and said “whatever, you know i like anything you make y/n” thissss made you blush a bit, you heart rate race. you know he could tell, he can soul read after all. “okay” you respond, getting up and walking to his kitchen.
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you and stein sat at the couch, movie playing and dinner in hands. stein never really ate, he took a few bites and was content. it used to bother you but you have grown used to it and started making smaller portions. it made you wonder what he ate when you didn’t live there.
“y/n” stein says, breaking your thoughts. you’d been staring at him. “sorry, zoned out.” you scrambled and looked to the tv but you could feel his eyes still on you. you’re getting nervous. you look back at the green eyes at already are staring. “yeah?” you said. he smiled and leaned forward, placing his food on the table and picking up his box of cigarettes. he leaned forward and held it out. you looked at them, then him. his eyes were locked onto you. you picked one out of the box, not breaking the contact. he retracted his hand and grabbed one too.
he pulled out his lighter from his lab coat and lit his. you awaited a hand coming to light yours but it never came. he put the lighter away. “rude” you say, but he brought himself closer. “hold still.” he said, he was so close to you now, his legs were touching with yours. The tip of his lit cigarette touched your unlit one. his eyes beared into you, and you were frozen. like his eyes were headlights and you were a sweet fawn. your cigarette began to smoke, you inhale but instead of smoke, it was him. all of him. his skin, his smell, his hair, his hands, his eyes.
“everything okay y/n?” he asked, taking the cigarette out of his mouth as he leaned back to his original spot. you exhale the smoke and tap the cigarette on the ash tray on the table. “i think it’s a waste of money to use two cigarettes when…” you realize this might not be a good thing to say. you look over at him, he’s staring at you in this way that makes your stomach turn. but in a very good way. you can’t hide the smile on your face. “when we could just share one.” you finish, taking a puff.
you were a casual flirter, it never occurred to you until you actually had feelings for the other person. and right now, you knew that was a flirty comment, and his response would tell you everything. the cigarette dangled in his mouth as his eyes searched you. “i like my own”
ouch. okay. you got the hint there and then. you tried to keep a hurt look away from your face, so you smile. “just trying to finance your habits.” you respond looking back to the tv. your mind racing. ‘why did he light my cigarette with his? that’s romantic. why does he keep staring? romantic. why does he keep glancing at my legs and chest when he thinks i can’t see? ROMANTIC.’
stein breaks out in laughter, startling you. you look over , his head his leaning off the couches arm rest in a chaotic giggle. “i’m so happy you think i’m the funniest person ever. what would you do without me here stein?” you tease him, his head picked back up, his eyes were narrow. you lean over to the table and put your cigarette out. “you are such an interesting woman, y/n” he said in a monotone voice. “eh- what? in a good way or bad way?” you turn your entire body to his direction. he does the same.
“i want to see what’s inside you.” he says with a smirk. everyone told you this might happen. the day before you moved in, spirit, steins former partner but now deaths, told you that stein can sometimes get crazy. “you want to see what’s inside me?” you asked but it was more of a statement. “i want to see what makes you function, what makes you feel.” in a sudden movement that you could never have countered, stein was on top of you.
his whole body covered you like a blanket, or a cloud and you were the sun. his hand trailed up your stomach, feeling your smooth skin. “so soft” he whispered. “not today doctor” you replied. spirit told you that was a phrase that made stein rethink, it wasn’t a no but it was never going to be a yes. stein frowned and moved off of you. “another day perhaps.” he said, sitting down back where he was. you were a mess.
your shirt was lifted below your boobs and your heart was pounding. but it wasn’t fear. no no it was… desire?
steins attention was back at the movie. the two people in the movie were kissing. you sat back up straight and fixed your shirt. “have you ever loved y/n” stein asked. this question stalled your movements. you look up at the tv to see the couple. “i have, many times.” you look to him now. “have you?”
stein answers fast “i don’t have the luxury to feel love.” this made you frown a bit. “how do you know?” you asked. “how do i know what?” he finally met your graze. “how do you know that you can’t feel love, what if you just haven’t found someone you are truly in love with? what if there’s someone in particular that your heart beats for?” stein was speechless, he opened his mouth and moved his eyes back to the tv. “maybe you’re right y/n, but i doubt it” his hand turns at the screw in his head. you sigh but your gaze lingers on him. “maybe it’s you?” he said, looking at you without turning his head. “w-what?”
“maybe you’ll be the one to fix my heart, my soul y/n” he gripped the cloth at his chest. “i doubt it, i think you would’ve known if it was me” you watch him. “let’s try.” he said. “try what?” you tilt your confused head.
“come here, let’s try what their doing!” he said pointing to the tv, his other hand held out in your direction. “okay.” you say timidly, scooting over to him, his large hand grabs your ass and pulls you on to his lap.
your hands land on his shoulders. “is this necessary?” you ask. “for science.” his hands held themselves on your hips. “for science.” you repeat, lowering yourself to his face. “don’t be scared.” stein whispered, your nose was basically touching his. you both just stare at each others lips, completely frozen. you could feel your heart rate speeding up, you know he could feel it too. you hoped he could feel it too.
you finally move and touch his lips with yours. it was a short kiss before you pulled away. “happy?” you asked. “happy?” stein mocked you, “i don’t think my experiment should end there.” he answered before taking a hand to the back of your neck and pushing you back down to his lips. he started moving his lips with yours, you followed back like it was a law.
your tongue intruded his mouth, ‘fuck is that too soon? what if he isn’t a tongue guy?’ but as soon as his tongue swirled with yours, you realized this guy wouldn’t be against anything.
the way he kissed and touched you sent your scenes overboard. you moan into his mouth, completely feeling the moment, if stein didn’t know you had a crush on him, now he did.
you felt something move underneath you, was… was he getting hard??
even though you were wet from him just lighting your cigarette, him getting hard from kissing you gave you the biggest ego boost. your hips start to grind down on his, he exhales deeply from his nose. both of his hands now at your hips, guiding you through it. the kiss was wet and sloppy, hips moving slowly yet deep. it was all so euphoric. so perfect.
then sharp pain emerged from your lip, and then an iron taste. ‘did he just bite me?’
you pull away from the kiss, a little shocked. “you bit me?” you ask holding your swollen lip. “couldn’t help myself.” he smiles, some blood rested on his lip before he licked it away. that. was your final straw.
your eyes widened, but not in a scared or angry way. in a very very horny seductive way. you leaned back to him, you craved more. stein held your arms and slightly pushed back. “sorry y/n but i think that’s enough for my uhm experiment.” ouch again. you moved off of him and sat next to him. “why what’s wrong?” you asked. you were letting your feelings take over.
“i figured out the answer to your hypothesis.” he said standing up. “goodnight y/n” he said, walking to his room and sticking his hand up in a “goodbye” way.
after his door shut, you just sat there. he bit you and left. you rub your hands on your face just trying to process everything.
after a couple minutes you stand and turn the tv off, and start putting up the dishes before going to your room.
you laid in your bed just staring at the celling. stein never goes in his room. he stays up all night on that computer. this might have been the worst decision ever.
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It was the next day, and you were still just as confused and angry as yesterday. but so so so so horny for stein. how could he leave like that, how could he just grind and dip? he bothered you deeply. you just needed to cum and forget about it.
without hesitation you took off your pants and started rubbing your clit. it would be another 5 hours before stein would even think about coming home so you didn’t feel the need to be quiet.
you were in your cute room with your cute bra on and no panties, touching yourself. you romanized the experience, imaging stein was there kissing and licking your cunt. your hand moves faster over your wetness, your back starts to arch and your cries get louder. you repeat steins name every other moan, you were in such a euphoric state you could almost hear stein.
wait.
you open your eyes to see stein in your room, just watching you with his arms crossed. you were the frozen little fawn again and he was the semi truck plunging at you at full speed. you close your eyes again “this is probably the worst thing to happen to me.” you sit up and cover your exposed areas. “i think someone cursed me stein. i think a witch has casted a spell on me and i am suffering.” you can’t even look at him so you stare out into the abyss of your room. “it would appear so. maybe i’ll have to fix that. should i take a look?” stein says in his voice. his stupid fucking voice that is a lack of emotion.
“don’t tease me doctor, leave me in here to die, it’s the only cure.” you say, only humor can end the pain. he starts walking towards you, his shoes echo in your room and you can feel your life ending. “did i get you so worked up yesterday?” his finger touched the underside of your chin, pulling your face to look at him. “yes actually let’s forget everything that just happened and talk about last night.” at this point you were desperate to jump back in time, even if the moment was just as bad. “you just left, why?” you ask, he looked down at you, just thinking. “i think that you are maybe right. maybe i can’t just love anyone and it’s a specific person.” this confused you. “what are you saying stein?”
“maybe it’s you?” you smile and shook your head away from his hand “i said don’t tease me doctor.” you couldn’t look at him right now for any longer. you could hear a shuffling next to you and something hitting the floor, then a weight pressed on your bed. stein is sitting on your bed now. you hear shoes hit the floor before a hand comes to your face again, dragging it to meet his. his lab coat was gone, showing his stitched shirt and toned arms. absolutely delicious.
“i don’t understand.” you say softly, honestly you are in bit of shock from everything. “after i left yesterday i had to lock myself in that room to keep me away from you. i want to kiss you all day, i want to touch you forever and i want to open you up and feel your heart in my hands.” he was definitely going over board, you laugh “okay calm down” you pull his arms, signaling him lay with you, he follows your warmth.
his large body covers you once again, “can i make up for last nights experiment, and do a true one?” he whispered against your neck, goosebumps fill your skin. “please” you whisper back, hands roaming his back.
he began to lick and suck your neck, you could feel marks forming. you wiggle under him for some kinda friction since you were seconds from coming before he interrupted. “stein” you whine in his ear. “yeah sweetheart?” he licked your jaw. “if you don’t touch me i will tell everyone you tried to skin me alive.” this caused stein to laugh loudly. “please please don’t give me ideas y/n.” your legs spread wider, almost wrapping around him
“okay i guess we can move faster.” he said, sliding off his shirt, his pale muscular body stole your attention. “let’s actually slow down for a second.” you demand while sitting up slightly, gaze on his body. he smiles at your reaction. your finger tip touches gently on one of the many scars. slowly both hands trail to his waistband, “we can pick it back up now” you grant, lying back down. he takes off his pants and boxers.
you honestly refused to look at his dick because what you didn’t know was better. you were expecting something about to poke into you, you were prepared… maybe. but something started swirling your clit, you bite back a moan, wincing at the cut from last night.
you see stein in between your legs, licking your clit like a madman, well he was. his hands grip your waist, your hands follow down to find his. your spread your legs wider, loving the feeling of his tongue on you.
“stein~” you moan out, eyes shut. your hands embrace his, squeezing tight as he sucked on your pussy. you could come at the thought of it, you almost did.
his tongue moved down, going inside of you. your hips try to grind on his face at the same rhythm. “stein please,” you gasp, one hand leaving his and pulling on his hair. stein groans against your cunt. that was all you needed, you came hard and quick. your back lifted off the bed, moans filling the room before you collapse back down.
stein sits up a bit and licks his lips. “you have the most beautiful anatomy, i think it’s unnatural how good you taste to me.” he says with a smile, he takes his free hand and turns his crank in his head a few times.
you lie there, breathing heavy, completely fucked out. but you knew this wouldn’t end there, mentally preparing for what’s to come. literally.
stein climbs back on top of you, “ready?” he says kissing your cheek. “mhm” you smile, your hands still embracing each other, but your free one holds his cheek. “go slow” you ask, he nods and lines up his length. you wonder if there’s any scars on it, you’ll find out later.
his tip enters you, your whole face scrunches. he doesn’t stop thought, he slowly pushes deeper. after some stopping and pushing, he was finally all the way in. and damn was he far.
“o-okay i’m gonna… phew i’m going to move” he says deeply breathing. his hips start to move out of you then back in gently. both of your mouths were open, just observing the moment. his eyes never left yours. he began moving a little faster, producing soft moans from your mouth. “stein, faster” you moan out gently. he smirks and begins pounding into you.
he groans at the pleasure, “oh fuck y/n i love your insides” he lowers his mouth to yours, his tongue taking over. you moan constantly into his mouth, he swallows them all. your moans become whines and cries, your second release coming quicker than you expected. you pull your lips away from him, hands in his hair. “steinnn” you cry out, he giggles a little “me too sweetheart” he groans back.
him speaking was enough to make you come. you squeeze around his cock, your hands fly up over your head as tears roll down your face. “fuck don’t get tighter i can’t-“ he gasps before pulling out and coming all on your stomach and bra.
both of you breathe hard, sweat and sex fill the room. you take one of your fingers and dip into his come on your skin, bringing it to your mouth and tasting it. he watches from next to you in awe. “yeah now we’re doing that again.” he says pulling you on top.
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you and stein lie next to eachother on your bed, your head on his arm. he sits up, letting you slide off onto a pillow and he dips into his lab coats pocket on the floor. he pulls out his cigarette box and a lighter, laying back down next to you. he takes one out and lights it, blowing smoke out after.
you look at him and he does the same, handing your mouth the cigarette. you take a puff and take it out of your mouth, exhaling. “sharing cigarettes now?” you tease. “yeah, my heart and soul knows how to budget now.” he replies.
you giggle and take another hit. my heart and soul.
