#frantic playwright

[inbravesunlight]

But I'll never know by living

For the record: she was an actress who played the piano and that's why it's been so hard. She was fourteen.

And I'm saying that because of what I'm working on and because it's three in the morning and I can't seem to get in bed even though I have class in the morning.

I'm saying that because my research makes me want to vomit, cry, and bleed all over my white furniture. I'm saying that because there are certain things that I need to face to do this work. Because someone told me to write this play, and I always take a dare.

For the record: I want you to know all of this, mister. And I know all that's left between us is silence. That's the point: the rest is silence.