I'm taking a much more stronger sleeping pill tonight and I had the wildest thought of some cute backalley surgeon kidnapping me and femming my body out so good and perfectly as I'd want it so when I wake up it feels like waking up from a nightmare...This is beautiful to think about I think :)
Last night was so horrible! I was so excited I couldn't sleep, I literally started crying a bit because I couldn't, I was also in pain, I got this open wound on my side that has been there for weeks and wont heal at all. I finally got some sleep 12 but at around 4:30 in the morning I was awakened not by anyone or anypet but by a stick, now this stick I have had it for a very long time cause it's cool it's like a branch but it doest have any other branches on it. Anyway it fell on me, all across my chest. Guys it was on the floor, the last time I saw it. How did it get thrown at me?
Why last night was one of the weirdest (and scariest?) nights of my life
The whole campus lost power (and apparently the whole county I live in did too, but I'm not entirely sure that's true or not)
First things first, the power outage began around 10:00 pm. I had just gotten out of the shower and mind you, I live in the 'basement' part of the apartment, where there are only windows in the bedrooms. So, there I am, changing and the light flickers and goes out. Luckily enough, I had brought my iPod in with me to listen to music while I showered so I had some light to get myself dressed and guide myself out of the bathroom.
Leaving the bathroom, it's pitch black, except for the stairwell, where there's flickering lights from upstairs. I brush my hair and walk up the steps cautiously and ask if anyone was going to call for help (because at that point I thought it was just our apartment). As usual, I was ignored.
At this point, downstairs small appliances still worked, but barely. My fan was hardly giving me a breeze and my clock was constantly flickering and 'blinking' which was enough to freak me out.
I get a phone call from the campus, telling us that campus had lost power and they were investigating what was wrong. I go upstairs and was told that the whole county was experiencing a power outage and police were investigating. Talk about what the hell...?
Slender. And scary movies.
I decided to go to bed only to find that I couldn't because it was eerily quiet in the room.
Sirens. Sirens everywhere.
Around midnight, the power had fully gone out. My clock no longer worked and neither did my fan. It's pitch black and silent; sleep was impossible.
Everyone else had gone to sleep by now, or at least attempted to.
As the night progressed on, I felt like I was going more and more insane because I couldn't hear a thing. Or see anything. With not knowing what the hell was going on, I got extremely paranoid.
2:00 am. Still not asleep.
3:00 am. I hear voices.
4:30 am, I hear everything being turned back on again. Halleloo.
4:45 am, everything turns off again...still going insane
5:00 am, everything turns on again and stays on. Hallelujah.
I then fall asleep.
Last night was just filled with mental games that I do not enjoy. I think I'll just say that I was scared. Yes, I'm a wimp for being scared.