sometimes it is better to listen to others for a while. just long enough to let the thoughts of dying be skimmed out of my mind.
seen from China
seen from Spain
seen from China
seen from United States
seen from Türkiye

seen from United States

seen from Germany

seen from Malaysia
seen from Türkiye
seen from China

seen from Malaysia
seen from Malaysia
seen from United States

seen from United States

seen from Malaysia
seen from China

seen from Germany
seen from South Korea

seen from Germany
seen from China
sometimes it is better to listen to others for a while. just long enough to let the thoughts of dying be skimmed out of my mind.
i ran to you with one intention and one intention only
to hug you
to kiss you
to hold you
one last time
before i go
tired. tired tired tired. tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired tired that is all i seem to be lately.
things my mother taught me
The floor boards talk to me, voices coming through the cracks, as if the spot we slept is trying to burn holes in the ceiling of my tongue the roof of my mouth is cut when I speak your name aloud, my teeth splintering the words through the wood, Can we go back to the night where our skin hugged the trees beneath us, whisper warnings, watching, listening, the lips of you, Speaking so softly.
//Thoughts on living on the second floor
I blew $20 on Homespun today
I need to stop lighting myself on fire.
You are risk and I am in the midst of an impeccable surrender.
I twirl yarn between my fingers and I twine myself in stitches because deep inside I still believe in rainbows.
The needle isn't sharp, but round, and
I couldn't begin to scale you if I tried.
Maybe now's the hour where I should stop playing with lighters,
especially when this scarf I'm crocheting is 97% acrylic.
June 4th: Tired
I am tired of writing
I am tired of life
I am tired of waiting
Cocktails Until Shot Glasses
Hold you, hold you coz you're rare, hold off the idea they stare, hold you in close, hold you like forget it you wanna come toast. Drinks all over. Drinks. Mostly alcohol and goddamn. Drinks held up high and until the man comes home with sleepiness and dragon eye. Imagine us and we're almost in bed.