#freegloria

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May Time Heal All Broken Hearts

Do you know how disappointment feels?

I done gave myself enough time to heal

Goodbye anxiety

Goodbye depression

Losing you was a blessing

I wrote two books and dropped a mixtape

I hope you and the kids are doing great

No love for you but I have no feelings of hate

I hope you made the right decision

I finally got my sanity back

But when it happened I was tripping

You could’ve said something

But you said nothing

Good thing I know how to getta clue

Or I’d still be tripping over you

In denial that we were through

Denying that what my eyes saw was true

I was blue like the berry

Tried to keep the hurt buried

But I can’t help how I feel

You ever experienced something this real?

I gave myself enough time to heal

I don’t wanna say your name

Would hate to give you the fame

I wish you were ashamed

I’m over here real lifing

But I see to you it was all a game

You was scratching an itch

And I fell for that bullshxt

I thought we were friends but that was a lie

If I could’ve I would’ve cried

Knowing I’m way better than that other guy

But aye yall deserve each other

Why it so hard for me to find a lover?

One week you laying up in my covers

Next day I don’t exist

It always ends like this

This game has too many risk

I see why so many play it safe

I don’t wanna ever see your face

I hope we never speak again

It sucks to lose a friend

But that was your choice

Goodbye……………………………

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Ghetto Prayer

Why they always gotta leave me?

I fear the day you realize you don’t need me

Why it gotta be so difficult?

I’m just trying to take it easy

I feel Eric Wright

These cops don’t think I know my rights

I know somebody gonna take my life

I try to pray before I go to bed every night

To whomever it may concern

I crash and burn till the day I learn

No handouts everything must be earned

Unless you gotta silver spoon

The bottom too crowded ain’t enough room

A barrel full of crabs

They waiting on us to do bad

What you think these laws for?

What you think all these prisons for?

My own people at war

The Joe Budden’s don’t understand the Lil Yachty’s

The somebody’s feeling like they nobody

I try to pray every time that I wake up

I pray me and my future baby mama never break up

I don’t want no more broken homes

All these social networks but I still feel alone

That’s wrong

I pray the Joe Budden’s learn to love the Uzi Vert’s

Our people already hurt

If you gotta chance to help why would you make it worse?

Huh?????

Give me one reason

Self-hate is in season

Haters gone hate

Lovers gone love

Substituting problems with alcohol and drugs

They won’t go away

For you I pray……..

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012017

Gloria stay on my mind

Kyree stays on my mind

Erianna stays on my mind

Talked to Mike last night

And he gonna be fine

I don’t wanna run out of time

I need to quit staring at the clock

Shout out to everyone still on the block

Finessing and breaking the law

I’m broke like Geno’s jaw

But I still give it my all

Even if my all is nothing

At least I offered something

If I got five ima front you 10

I got that from my mom

I’m sober these days

But I still feel gone

You ever floated before?

You ever took flight?

I just want a better life

This here don’t feel right

It don’t fit me

They don’t get me

I’m trying to rebel

Is you with me?!

Oh now you ignoring my calls

Friends and family cheer for your falls

I talk to God

And these white walls

Samantha stay on my mind

Indigo stays on my mind

Talked to Mike last night

And he gonna be fine

We gonna hoop when he done with his time

People will forget about you quick when you go down

When things all good everybody wannabe around

But when it hits the fan just look around

Take attendance

See who’s still around!

Those are the people I’d ride for

I got so much on my mind

Please don’t let me run out of my time….

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Amherst

How could I ever forget you?

Took a while but I forgive you

Look at what I’ve been through

I should be cold as an igloo

But my heart warm like the microwave oven

My little bro still cuhzin

The homies still blooding

Posting contraband on the web like it’s nothing

Like it’s legal

Moved away but still don’t view myself as better than my people

These streets made me

These streets raised me

I should’ve gone crazy

Should’ve been copped me a chopper

Every day you look up and see helicopters

Another one on the run

I had to stash some weed

I won’t give away who stashed the gun

Statue of the limitation

Been me for awhile

I’m done imitating

I’m constantly creating

I’m constantly growing

Until we glowing

Even then it won’t stop

Shots went off in the parking lot

You gotta be careful even when you shop

Status everything

Folks coming for what you got

I just pray that I get a shot...

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I Had To Leave You For Myself

I lost you…..

But I found myself

Money ain’t got nothing to do with wealth

What good is money if you don’t feel good about yourself?

We just trying to keep up with everyone else

But that’s the way you lose yourself

You can’t worry about anybody else

I found myself

But lost you

It’s what I had to do

Can’t live a lie no more I gotta keep it tru

Even if it means losing you….

I didn’t wanna but I had too

Had to do what’s best for my health

For myself

Can’t satisfy anybody else

They’ll just want more

And more

You could open your heart and your doors

And they’ll still want more

And more

They got their palm wide open

Give em 5 and they’ll want 10

Give em 10 and they’ll want 20

You’ll go for broke

I said #FREEGLORIA and they thought it was a joke

What’s so funny about showing a friend love?

My friends rely on companionship, alcohol and drugs

Just to pick em up

So excuse me if I ain’t trying to hit the club

They don’t want me there anyway

That’s all good

Ain’t much space in the world for folks from my hood

They wanna keep us on the block

They want more of us to get shot

More of us to get locked up

That’s job security bruh

I’d rather spend my money somewhere else

I lost you…

But I found myself

I found myself

I was trying to cater to everybody else

And ended up losing myself

But I found me

Don’t want nothing but + vibes around me

These cops shook to be around me

I ain’t gotta gun

You the one killing people’s mamas and sons

People rioting cuhz they’re done

We’re not gonna take it

If freedom ain’t given then we’re gonna take it!

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ENFP (Madonna)

I just wanna getaway

I just wanna relax

Why would you ask?

You know that I’m down

But when it goes down

Or when it hits the fan

Tell me who will be around?

Hands down

Can’t even look me in the eye

You never take me serious when I talk about wanting to die

I guess you must know me to well

Guess I’d rather stick around and fail

My savings account is just for in case I need bail

In case I lose it

And do something stupid

Like trip off of you

I miss the freaky things that you do

I admit you the best

Then again I haven’t had the rest

If all you got going is your brain, your butt and your chest…

Then I feel for ya

Gotta keep it trill for the bruhs

Cuhz if I quit…

Then nxggas gonna lose motivation

I’m lightweight an inspiration

Where’s my award?

Riding down Riverside listening to the Trap Lord

Tired of this Infiniti

I need something I can afford

This the type of stuff dudes just don’t record

Cuhz it’s all about flexing

How much you got

And who you sexing

And how much you spent

Man I gotta pay rent

Ya feel me!?

Forget what you talking about

Could care less what you talking about

Bet you feel the same way

I ain’t got no type like Jimmi and Swae  

I’m just trying to improve everyday

Get the hell out my way

Yeah you lust

Got me looking at butts

Wanting to bust

Man I swear I’m going nuts

Or maybe folks just afraid to discuss the tru human experience

I bet yall go through it to

Guess I should work on concealing it like you

But that’s just what I cannot do

Gotta keep it tru

For my nxggas going through it up top

Southside I never forgot

They won’t let me forget

No set trip

Some of the homies is bloods

And some of the homies is crips

Act like it don’t exist

The homies just trying to live

So that thang loaded

For anybody that want it…..

I just need to getaway

Find my happy place

Aye Aye Aye...

You and I

We are perfect

Perfect when we born

And we’ll be perfect when we die…

That’s if we die…..

We don’t die

We just go on to the next chapter

Whatever that maybe

For you and for me

We shall see…………

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The Game Is All F****d Up

Don’t feel like talking to anyone

I’m in a very very bad mood

Might snap and I don’t even have an attitude

Who am I kidding?

I’d probably cry

As my heart crumples inside

I’ve gotten to the point where I don’t wanna even try

Like what’s the point?

Useless like obeying these cops

But I gotta keep going

My people won’t let me stop

Don’t let me drop

Don’t let me fall

Phone ringing, I don’t care who’s calling

I ain’t picking up

Lately I been contemplating giving up

So sick I’m spitting up

Slouched on this love seat I ain’t getting up

Why should I give a fxck?

Don’t nobody want me

Not forreal forreal

They just wanna chill

Get a glimpse of how a real nxgga feel

Then dip when shxt get heavy

I’m too much

Guess we all just full of lust

Don’t know who I can trust

Trust is a lost art

People placing their pockets over their heart

I refuse to take part

Rather watch from the sideline

Threw my phone across the room

Sick of looking at this timeline

I’m so sick of everything….

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Hardships

Hardships

I’m sick of these hardships

Mid 20s got me going through some hard shxt

But don’t no one give a damn about our shxt

We out here trying to defeat the odds

Can’t make a living working these jobs

Lately I been talking to God

But he don’t ever respond

Lately I been gone

Trying to figure out how to get on

I’m trying to own

Tired of resorting to loans

Or just going for broke

These hardships ain’t no joke

Q’s positivity gives me hope

I store it in a Ziploc bag

Take a whiff of it when I’m feeling bad

When I’m feeling sad I listen to Earl

Jean made me realize I ain’t suitable for any girl

I have a lot of work to do

Dreams that I need to pursue

And if I fail….

Oh well

At least I tried

Don’t need no what if’s on my conscious when I die

I see Janett going through some things

Queen keep ya head high

Rain shall be followed by sunshine

At least that’s what I heard

Hit up Gloria when I need the good word

She keeps me from going insane

She keeps me from being conquered by these thoughts up in my brain

Someone give that woman a ring!

You the real MVP

For putting up with Kendall and me

I got nothing but love for you G

I’m so sick of these hardships

Mid 20s got me going through some hard shxt

But don’t nobody give a damn about our shxt

I shall not quit

Until they know that We! Exist…..