#freewill-gray

[diminuel]

freewill-gray replied to your post: Hurt!Cas picture ideas? Or headcanons? Or fic...

check out NorthernSparrow’s fics for hurt!cas.. she writes it soo good (and heartsqueezing)

Oh, I totally agree! A Winter’s Tale is one of my absolute favourite hurt!Cas fics! ♥♥♥ I haven’t checked for new fics in a while (after the last fic I read had untagged bottom!Dean. Untagged stuff betrays my trust *lol*)

[acklelantern]

HI! I`ve been following you for a while, and I gotta say its good to see you playing with your ferrets,who are happy and healthy now :) carry on

Thank you so much!! They are pretty great. 

[diminuel]

freewill-gray replied to your post “SPN episode 5x18 is so good. One of my absolute faves, even though I...”

i think castiel's anger was a great point of the episode.. too bad he didn't show his emotions so freely since then :(

I agree and I totally understand where his anger is coming from and I know Castiel has violent emotions in his heart too, it’s not all love and devotion. It’s simply difficult when looking at it through the lens of who Cas is today? Cas who feels such profound guilt for hurting Dean.

I think he does get to show his emotions, he just doesn’t get to show his disappointment like that anymore. And now that I think about it, that’s actually bad. I don’t need him to beat up Dean or Sam of course, but I do wish he got to shout at people and tell them very clearly that he feels the people he gave so much for have failed him. But at this point he probably can’t? He thinks everything is his own fault. That the angels betray and hurt him? His fault. That Dean and Sam neglect him? His fault. Probably that god never answered his pleas for help? His fault.

He hasn’t been able to bluntly state his negative feelings about other people letting him down or hurting him since about season 6. He still did it in round about ways back in season 7 (though he was pretty ‘don’t like conflict’ so of course he’s not going to get into arguments with Dean...)

*has feelings about Castiel*

[eshtiel]

Spn Url-inspired Graphics Challenge freewill-gray  vs. @eshtiel

[acklelantern]

Hi! Happy birthday, my friend :)) I can't believe i've been following you, and now it turns out that we are born at the same day :D

OH MY GOSH! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!BDAY TWINS

[capcastiel-blog]

SPN URL-Inspired Graphics Challenge

capcastiel vs @freewill-gray

[padaleckiwhat]

Hi! About your fem!demon!dean cosplay. Are those contact lenses or photoshop? :D

hi! i just photoshopped mine, although you can buy the contacts here if you were after a pair :) i’ve heard they’re uncomfortable though, and they’re quite expensive 

[ughcas]

Can I be Hannah in your spn family? :)

Course you can, love :)

join my SPN family !!