clover post
i dont know what to title things that arent vinny posts
i was recalling a horrifying thought i dont like thinking about... how when i was on a trip to and from my hometown in missouri and i, at the age of 15 or so, sat and wrote mlp fanfic on the planes, each of them. four planes total
and iirc this was on my laptop at the time. and the fanfic i would have been writing was an early tyran mlp one that would have been very embarrassing. not embarrasing in the way that like... something super nsfw would be but it was an au of an au and it was related to zolt and the pony based on my partner at the time and it would have been romantic coded at the very least with a plotline that is at least somewhat problematic in hindsight. i am dead inside. because i am pretty sure i had the middle seat at least once and that whoever was sitting next to could have read what i was writing and this thought is very distressing
anyway i was relaying this horror to bandi and he said "maybe the person who sat next to you read it and loved it. it could have been @julwannastayhidden you never know" and this concept filled me with shock horror anguish and amusement and maybe also delight all at once