#frenchsatire

[frenchsatire]

I’m tired of surviving. I’m tired of everything.

[frenchsatire]

I miss when you were happy with me.

[frenchsatire]

Fawning.

[frenchsatire]

I could have a whole village of people around me and yet, I feel lonely.

[frenchsatire]

I feel good but I don’t know if I feel good enough for you.

[frenchsatire]

The person I needed the most taught me I need nobody.

[frenchsatire]

People online:

“Thank you for being there”

“thank you”

“Idk what I would do without you in my life”

“You’re such a good friend”

“You look stunning”

Meanwhile, people IRL:

“You look exhausted”

“Stay safe, you’re scaring me rn”

“Please, take the time for yourself”

“You shouldn’t do that”

“Think about yourself first”

People will never have the same vision of me. They will never share that vision because they can’t see what others see. People will call me selfish and lack consideration online while people IRL are begging me to think about myself first.

[frenchsatire]

“How do you live by yourself all the time, no one reaching out to you, leaving you into such darkness?”

The thing is to never let them see that darkness. Be the sunshine. The darkness can knock on my door when no one is there. I have befriended the thoughts of me. I dance with my demons at night and I wake up the next morning being the sunshine of everyone.

Never let them know. I rather be someone’s help than someone’s burden. I’m good by myself. I dance it out.