#freschel

[dysutopia]

rachel

you seem so fragile when you talk about your feelings and the way you treat yourself

when you actually must be one of the strongest people I know – after all, you’re still here, you’re still trying, still searching for a reason to screw all of this and just live

and sometimes I think all this trying shows you’re reason enough

[tomvorlostriddle]

omg I dreamed about you today :O like I was in school and you came in my classroom with some of your friends! And ignored me :( haha gosh that's so weird AND scary x.x

that’s really kinda cute! but I’d never ignore you! 

[dysutopia]

NAECHSTENLIEBE so leicht ihr Prinzip erscheint so schwer ist es doch sich daran zu halten FEINDESHASS so leicht sein Prinzip erscheint so schwer ist es doch sich daran zu halten FOLGEN oh! die Folgen einmal so leicht und einmal so schwer

Religionsklausur 12/1 

[tomvorlostriddle]

all the doubts ruining the little joy my days have to offer the time spent wondering whether they forgot have no time or don't even care the ache burning in my stomach my chest pulling at the corners of my mouth daring my eyes to spill the tears they're trying so hard not to shed all made even more useless by the shrug the small smile I give when they finally reply

s.t. 

[tomvorlostriddle]

sometimes a little colour is everything you need. (self-portrait, 11.10.14)

[dysutopia]

i. I’m scared of my thoughts even when I know they aren’t at their worst maybe never will be just because everyone makes me feel like they shouldn’t be here in the first place like I’m the most ungrateful person in the world like I’m not in any way likeable like they wouldn’t be anywhere near me if they only knew ii. I wanna punch myself in the face both for not giving in to the urge to cry and having that urge at all

s.t.

[tomvorlostriddle]

self-portrait 27.9.14

[tomvorlostriddle]

aphrodite! Helios! Persephone!

Aphrodite: what you find attractive in a person: physically, I’m all into smiles/smirks and just some kind of bone structure that speaks to me I guess, oh, and I really, really like hands and arms and abs and chests and looking at people’s profile’s just to realize they’re fucking beautiful over and over again, personality wise I adore the type of person who is just so cool but can’t help being nice and helpful and even protecting to everyone who maybe wouldn’t count as their friend, sarcasm and deep voices turn me on when used in the right way.

Helios: opinion on tanning: I don’t see why you shouldn’t do it if you want to and it’s in a way that won’t hurt your body! It’s cool as long as you feel good about your body, really.

Persephone: is climate change really a thing or is everyone just overreacting? I think it is a thing, but I don’t think that humans actually have too much to do with it? like sure, pollution is a bad thing but it’s known there are ice ages and “hot ages” (why would you ask me that I don’t have the proper vocabulary for this!) on earth without it, so idk maybe pollution just makes it worse? or it hasn’t got to do anything with it? we’ll probably only ever know after it happened.