So, I really had a lazy summer. I got out of running and didn’t get out to the pool for months, but I seem to have found my motivation again. Over the last few weeks I’ve ventured out for a few runs and have built up my distance from a painful 3k to an easy 5k. I’ve also been swimming a few times, finally getting my money’s worth out of my monthly pool membership!
And I’ve had such a fab weekend. On Saturday I did my first 5k for weeks, and it was the Colour Rush along my local beach. This is the third one I’ve done, and it’s just the most fun ever. Look at the pictures, aren’t they great? And I was somehow inspired to tackle one of my long term hang-ups about getting on my bicycle and having a wobbly ride around the seafront. I bought the bike in January, and this was only the third time I’ve used it. For 9 months I’ve had an image in my head of me being some kind of pathetic specimen, struggling to ride a bike and possibly making a complete idiot of myself. But somehow this weekend I just kind of woke up to how foolish that anxiety was, and that all I needed to do was get on the damn bike, pride and dignity be damned. I’m a grown woman, and there is absolutely nothing to be afraid of! I went for a 15 minute wobble along the promenade and then plucked up the courage to visit the local velopark. I mean, this velopark is literally 5 minutes away from where I live, but I was always too scared to try it. I wobbled down there, spoke to the bloke on duty and explained my worries, and he let me try out a lap for free. Bloody hell, it was wonderful! It’s a 1.5 km loop, all flat. all one-way, ridden by hard-core cyclists, toddlers with stabilisers, confident cyclists and people just like me. It’s just perfect for me to learn and build up my confidence, and now I’m half kicking myself for not trying it sooner and half over the moon that I finally got over all of my apprehensions.
My next challenge is in the pool on Tuesday - once again to tackle my fears of looking foolish in front of people, grab a float and practise my front crawl. I may even throw in a bit of backstroke. Hell, anything’s possible!