#friendly-paranoiac

[irishsparkleparty]

"The Blues Are Still Blue" by Belle and Sebastian

couldn’t listen all the way through | not my thing | it’s okay | kinda catchy | ok i really like this | downloading immediately | already in my library

I love Belle and Sebastian! I need more of them in my library tbh

send me a song rec!

[nedpng]

F!

Put a letter from A-Z in my ask and I’ll tell you 1 thing I love which starts with that lette

frends

i heart my friends u,v,u

[unluckiestclover]

For the mutual thing: hey!

1. First impression: pls dont hate me pls dont hate me i am unworthy to meet you2. Truth is: You’re p awesome, and it’s a total pleasure being your mutual. uwu3. How old do you look: 17-18??? You’re an ageless entity of adorableness4. Have you ever made me laugh: I think so?????5. Have you ever made me mad: Nah6. Best feature: Your puns are the best omf7. Have I ever had a crush on you: No :o8. You’re my: friend!!!9. Name in my phone: n/a10. Should you post this too: Yeah!

[unluckiestclover]

Dear anyone?

Dearest friend,

This is completely taken straight from the oblivion of life we know as the ocean, but I have a great need to express some thoughts, and considering they’re about you, I think you deserve to know.

We haven’t properly talked since we were 12-13 years old. Unfortunate, yes. However, there has not been a single day that a thought of you hasn't wandered along the the complex road of my conscious thoughts. Everything is capable of reminding me of you; perfume, a website, a drawing. I think of a memory, a joke you shared, or one of the great plethora of times you’ve made me smile. Everyday I think about the times we spent talks, and I miss that, but I know in the back of my mind that our relationship will never be the same as our 12-year-old antics of the past. We've grown apart, lost contact, and our time zones have set a rift between which leads to our friendship hanging by a feeble thread. And yet, I still think of you. You are still so important to me. I haven’t forgotten a single memory, and to that I’m grateful. I’m grateful I knew your amazing self. I’m grateful I shared a bond with you. I’m grateful you let me into your world and let me share mine with the likes of you. I”m grateful I got to read and see the works of your imagination. I’m grateful I got to know you. I’m grateful you were my friend and, for awhile, my best friend.

I don’t know if this means anything to you. If it doesn't... well, at least you know now. Because in the end, this doesn't matter. The grand scheme of the world and our lives seemingly would want us to let go of childhood memories. All I’m doing is reaching out into a void for a relationship that no longer exists, and I can’t accept that. Life goes on and it will eventually end, but regardless of the insignificance of my words and the desperation to reach a non-existent state of being, I love you. Humans will live here for a long time and the world even longer, but it all eventually has to die, and I love you. I love you from the deepest depths of my heart. You are so important even if we are mere seconds in the history of the world. The day I forget you will be the day I die because I love you. I understand if you can’t reciprocate my feelings or even remember me, remember us; after all, it has been 4 years already... 

I hope you remember me the way I remember you.

I hope you love me the way I love you.

Please never forget the strong impact you’ve made on my life.

Please never forget me.

I love you so much.

Forever and always yours,

Lilly a.k.a. Pop-chan

[rowansugar]

O!

orchids :>

[irishsparkleparty]

What's your favorite animal?

AXOLOTLS!!! i love their little faces uwu

[unluckiestclover]

★!! ouo/

Yo!

One fact about me is *drum roll* I love milk but milk wANTS TO SHOVE IT'S ROYAL ASSWIPE SPLEEN DOWN MY THROAT TO PUT ME INTO A CHOKE HOLD NOT UNLIKE STEREOTYPICAL PLAYGROUND BULLIES.

Thanks for the ask dear!!! c:

[irishsparkleparty]

3. What is your birthday?

my birthday is April 14th! I'll be turning 21 this year oh boy