Dear Wels.
...I am nearly terrified of sending this, to have you see it, but perhaps this would give you answers. Closure, I'm less sure about.
First of all, I apologize. For everything. At heart I am nothing but a coward and a fool. I told myself running away was for the better. I would only bring you down and make you worse, with all the baggage I now carry from back then. You wanted to know why I was avoiding you, but no one wanted to give answers without my permission, and I never gave it.
Second... we all do hope you are doing okay. The systems were never good for each other, romantically, and we know that now. Does not mean we don't miss you. We do find ourselves thinking of you occasionally, and with us club members coming out of hibernation, so to speak, its. Been more frequent.
I have been making an effort to speak with Providence more. To truly try to grasp everything I had been through. Some days are still difficult. Some days I feel like no progress had been made at all. Yet I still try. I must. It's all I can do now to make sure I use this second chance at its fullest.
Wels... thank you. For everything you have done for me, for the club, for my brother. Please, do your best to live, too.
Please.
Signed,
Exavier.
.