Do you envy Nagisa-chan?
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❝ NAGISA-CHAN?
No, I don’t… ❞
He has to actually stop and ponder that a moment. He’s never considered the idea that he may envy her; his first thought is no. Nagisa is one of a few people who Shinji may call a friend — and one of the only who calls him a friend. If anything, perhaps she’s like a sister. He’s never had any purpose, anything or anyone to look after, except for two: Rei Ayanami, the veteran who he didn’t realize until too late bore the weight of the whole Tokyo territory on her shoulders, and Nagisa Momoe.
Nagisa brightens the room when she comes in, and being around her has always allowed Shinji to temporarily forget his own weight to carry. He enjoys seeing her. She’s the embodiment of innocence and purity.
But perhaps that’s just it. He wants that for her; he’s glad that she appears to enjoy her life. But perhaps that’s just what it is he wishes he had.
❝ …Not a lot…though she’s lucky. I guess I just wonder sometimes what it’s like to live her life. ❞
Envious of her. Isn’t that messed up?
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