Stay With Me
Smut, angst, female reader
Y/N POV
Hayoung, Hayoung, Hayoung.
I hate her and yet I love her so much it hurts.
When she debuted, we agreed to have sometime apart to focus on ourselves but that we would wait for each other and not move on.
Only for me to find out that she was dating one of her members Jiwon.
After that, I didn't want to know anything about her, her work,or anything that involves her.
I grew cold to everyone, I tried to move on but couldn't. It is hard for me to accept and trust again.
I started working as a photographer and to be honest I had one friend that would take my mind off of things, with no feelings attached.
I got a call that I had to take photos of a group with a new comeback.
Feeling stressed out I called over the person I knew would help me out.
"Hey, can you come over later? I need to you know.....take my mind of things." I said into the phone
"Yeah, I'll be over." the voice on the other side said.
A few minutes later the door rings and I open the door to see Jisun.
"Hey, sorry I know it was a bit sudden" I sighed rubbing the back of my head.
"Its okay I need to let out some steam right now too, we've been pretty busy." She said coming in.
"Oh really, sorry what is your group called?" I reached over and took off her coat, and hung it up for her.
"Fromis_9, I don't know if you have heard about them." She wrapped her hands around me.
It did sound familiar but I couldn't know exactly why. I do work with many groups, maybe thats why.
"I kinda does but I don't think I know." I slowly stared to lead her to the bedroom.
"Ouch." she playfully pouted.
"Sorry." I said as I leaned her back to the bed and began taking off her clothes kissing in between her thighs.
"M-mmh I have to go early tomorrow, so I can't stay." she sighed softly, biting her lip.
"It's okay I'll make this last." was the last thing i said before diving into her,
**Time-Skip**
I walked into the building, talking to people so I knew exactly was room I was heading to.
I started to set everything up when I noticed 9 women walk into the room, all dressed beautifully.
They bowed then introduced themself politely and all I could do is freeze as i stared at her. Hayoung. I quickly adverted my eyes and that's when I also spotted jisun.
Wait Jisun!? She is in the same group as Hayoung.
After they separated going to different place, some on set, dressing room , or getting their makeup done.
I felt her gaze on me and I couldn't look back.
"Oh hey y/n" Jisun made her way to me
"Hey, I didn't know that I was going to see you here today." I smiled lightly, my hands messing with my camera.
"Yeah, me neither but here we are." she smiled back before looking around and stepping closer.
"By the way thanks for last night " She reached out her hand, messing with the buttons on my shirt.
"Thank you as well." I leaned in and pecked her lips.
When i pulled back, she gripped my shirt and kissed me again.
I knew she wanted more but we were both working, espessailly her being an idol, if anyone saw this could be bad for her. So reluctantly I pulled away.
"We are working, you know, plus i dont think this would be a good look if someone saw"I looked into her eyes a bit breathless.
"I guess your right" she pouted and turned to get her make up done.
I stared at her walking away when I heard the cue that they were ready for me to start taking photos
I turned to make my way there when I made eye contact with Hayoung.
Shit!? did she see the interaction between me and Jisun? Wait why do I even care we are not together anyways.
I was on set and started taking pics of the girls until three were left.
Gyuri, Jisun and Hayoung.
Jisun keep teasing me when I was taking her photo, all I could do was grin and keep a calm composer.
Once I was done with Gyuri and Jisun they left to get drinks, down by a nearby cafe where they agreeed to meet up after their photos were done.
But that meant leaving me with Hayoung.
"Okay let's begin" my tone was a bit cold, I just didnt want to be there.
"W-we should talk" she hesitantly stepped closer to me.
"I don't want to talk unless it is about work." I stood in front of the camera, pretending the adjust the settings.
She opened her mouth but then closed it before turning to go onto the set.
It was quiet, the only noise was when i needed her to adjust her pose.
Once we were done, i let her know and I quickly started packing up my things, wanting nothing more but to leave.
"I-Im sorry" I heard her say not to far behind me.
I scoffed before turning to her
"Sure you are. If you were you would have told me in advance so I wasn't waiting for you like a dumbass." I rolled my eyes before turning again to pack my stuff.
"I still love you" I heard her say softly
"Don't do that. Don't cheat on Jiwon, dont break her heart like you did to mine." I tightned my grip on my camera.
"We are not even together anymore because I c-can't move on from you." her voice cracked, i couldnt turn around, i know i couldnt.
"I want nothing to do with you."I said harshly.
"Can you at least answer me these two questions, pls? " i tensed up a bit, before nodding slightly.
"D-do you still love me and a-are you with J-jisun?" Her voice weakened, she let out a soft sob.
"I hate that I love you so much and no, me and Jisun are just friends with benefits, it means nothing." I turned around but i coudnt look into her eyes.
"I want you to g-give me another chance ...please?" She let out another sob.
Even though we not together, it still hurt my heart seeing her cry. But I tried to not let it show that all i wanted was to run over and tell her that everything was going to be okay
"For what? Huh? For you just to leave me again waiting for you to return?" Just then i had a little courage to make eye contact with her.
She came up to me cupping my cheeks, her hands were warm on my cold face. I could see nothing but guilt in her eyes
"I would never ever leave you again. I did it once and it was the biggest regret of my entire life. P-please just love me again." She leaned her forehead against mine, as she cried.
It was hard to resist, my brain keep telling me no but my heart missed her touch and it was begging me to say yes.
Not being able to speak, I sighed and tightened my jaw a bit.
"i-i'll give you one more chance, but please, dont ruin it." I wrapped my hands around her waist, giving into the familiar warmth,
"I missed you so much," she wrapped her arms around my neck.
We hear someone coming up to the door, hand already reaching the doorknob.
We quickly separated and tried to act like we just finished with the pictures.
"Oh good your done, they're closing the cafe so grab something and let's head home" Saerom peeked her head in before disappeaing again.
Hayoung grabbed her belonging and just as i was done packing up my things as well. she came up to me.
"You still have my number, pick me up at 8pm and uh stop your relationship with jisun." She whispered in my ear before bitting my earlobe.
She smirked and walked away. I felt myself smile a bit before shaking my head.
"this girl"
**Time-Skip**
She sent me the address and I waited outside.
I heard a door closed and saw her run down a few steps before hopping into my car.
"I told Jisun everything, so she won't be seeing you anytime soon." She smiled at me
"O-okay, well, Um where do you want to go?" I sent her a smile
"To your apartment." She wrapped her hand around mine as we set off.
Once we arrived and I gave her a mini tour. We both agreed on some sodas rather than alcohol since we both had work the next day.
" I believe we have some catching up to do and some unfinished business from earlier." She set down her drink and straddled me.
" so this is the reason you want to come, as much as I would love to, I don't want this to me like a one night stand for you only to leave again." i wrapping my arms around her waist but to hold her still
"Baby" I felt my heart flutter, man I missed her so much.
"I promise I wouldn't leave or betray your trust ever again." She looked straight into my eyes, I knew she meant it.
I kissed her soft lips. She kissed back running her hands through my hair.
My hand went under her shirt playing with her breast.
She moaned giving me a chance to stick my tongue in her.
"I-I missed you." She leaned her head back, allowing me to kiss her neck.
"Don't leave any marks"she moaned.
We started striping each other until we had nothing on. I leaned her back against the couch. I kissed her neck as my fingers went lower.
I rubbed her making her grab me closer to her, moaning into my ear, sounding like music to me.
"F-fuck yes b-baby" she scratched the back of my neck.
I started kissing her breast, my tongue licking her hardened nipples.
She whimpered, as I added another finger trusting into her harder.
Soon I felt her wall tighten a bit around my finger so I pulled out.
"W-why did you s-stop" she looked at me breathless
"Because I want to taste you." I spread her legs apart, and leaned down.
"F-fuck I missed the way you taste." I tried to say, making her moan louder wrapping her legs around my head.
I felt my core pulsing, getting aroused by her taste and moans, I couldnt help but bring my other hand down and start playing with myself.
Nothing brings me more pleasure than the thought that I could please her this well.
I got lost in her taste and wanted both of us to cum when I heard her scream when my fingers hit a certain part.
I knew she was close I plunged my fingers into her as I licked her clit.
"F-fuck I'm c-cumming, y/n ahhh" she arched her back, letting her juices flow out her and into my mouth,
I loved the way she tastes so sweet. I lifted my face as I meet her hooded eyes, sweat all over her body.
She grabbed me and kissed me, moaning softly tasting herself on my lips
"I love you" she said against my lips.
I smiled. "I love you too"
" I promise I'm never going to leave you" she pecked my neck
"Good because I'm never leaving to again. Now let's head to the bed oom, I think you remember the strap I always used on you."I picked her up
"Ah, my favorite toy" she giggled before kissing me.
Yep, she is definitely going to stay with me because I am never going to let her go again.
