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help i just spent a Lot on given merch ill need like a month to recover from this purchase..

#ok honestly its not even that bad. if i had a part time job itd be around a days wage but unfortunately idgaf enough to work #and honestly i deserve a treat (<- has had nothing but treats)#ugh but what was i supposed to do. not buy them???#like theres this telegram that belongs to this person that brings in yaoi and puts them in a locker in a physical store #and they just dropped so much stuff... if i wanted to get these online the shipping would be insane too... so who can even blame me... ugh.#whatever man. ill just never buy any merch that isn't given again in my entire life #like honestly it wasn't even That bad (<- kind of lying). i just feel guilty for every purchase i make #But technically if u think abt it i would've still bought all of this if they were separate purchases #so like it's whatever man #frownnn #please validate my purchases #there was this one purchase that was like half the total costs... but it was an artbook so that's expected... and i needed it...#the cover art is even my wallpaper....#sighhuuugh this guilt could be erased if i wasn't too physically tired to get a job but also its too late ahaha #anyway i will post my haul later because im so happy with it ☺️#ALSO technically this was all angpao money so is it really that bad :(

okay ajyway!! negative posting time bcuz im hashtag unwell

ME WHEN. me when i dont know whats wrong with me!!! i think sommethings wrongg but idk whaatt im losing it i thinkkk

i dont think. my zoning out should be this bad but idk what else it couldd. be??? sometimes itll get so bad that i cant function and ill just. kinda not do anythjng till i fele better

so like ill be a bit upset and then all the sudden ill start feeling a bit numb and out of it and it will keep getting worse snd a lot of the time ill start to zone out and then later ill kinda?? ‘wake up’ i guess fuc kj i dont know the words

and acftewards ill be in a different place and like the memories from when i was out of it are either so hazy that i can barely decipher what happened or theyre just. gone completely??? and then the memories from before that are always blurry but still. understandable

and then skmetimes ill like still be kinda there but i dont fully feel like me and my surroundings will be fuzzy and i dont feel fully in cotnrorllk

UGHDHEH SCREAMS INTO A PULLOW IDK WHATS WRONGG last time i tried doing research i got so confused and stressed i had to stop and now i dont reememmber any of my research FUCK 💥💥💥

#gh #vent #FROWNNN #i hate posting abt my mental issues #bcuz like #thats not anyones problem but mine!!#UGHHH SCREAMS #mental health #mental health symptoms #<- making thsi tag for me to #keep track of them

i stopped trying to get people to understand me at a young age because i always had thoughts i knew werent normal. i wouldnt be able to tell you what age i was fucked up at because i was always fucked up, its just that when youre experiencing it sometimes youre completely oblivious to it.

it only haunts me now, while back then i had a lot of symptoms of shit happening. i couldnt sleep, i pissed the bed and sometimes pissed myself up until the age of 12, i was always scared, i always let people treat me however, i was crying if i didnt get enough attention, and so much more.

yet no one cared to change anything, even if they knew something was wrong. my mom didnt care, i was told to basically suck it up. i never talked about things because i knew itd be futile and that has stuck with me.

i feel like talking about how i feel, explaining myself, any of that wont change anything if not make it worse. its never worked out, so why would it now?

#frownnn #its horrid

got one full play out of my cd before my cd player stopped working BRO WHYY

#mellohi complains #FROWNNN

basically having the worst night's sleep ever!

#i can't stay asleep #and usually i sleep better when i'm sick #frownnn

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