For the first time in .... 2 months i really REALLY wanna write again. But i'm stuck between two possible directions and I've written and trashed both multiple times. Ashsjnskdkdns
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For the first time in .... 2 months i really REALLY wanna write again. But i'm stuck between two possible directions and I've written and trashed both multiple times. Ashsjnskdkdns
The more people take their frustration out on me, the more I die inside.
All writers and painters who are mothers must tread a heroic path. In an ideal world, we wouldn’t have to, says the Guardian columnist Rhian
So I just read something saying that the Free! character letter thing going around might only be counted if you reblog it from the original blog and not another person (which I don't understand since I see when people reblog one of my posts from someone else) But I can't find the original post s l a y m e
Have you ever been so frustrated because you want to do something. A very specific something, but you have no idea what that specific something is. So you spend your time trying to figure it out and just keep getting more and more frustrated that nothing you do is helping?
Frustration Level: 1,000
Does anyone else ever get to that point where they're so overwhelmed that they just start crying? Then on top of that the people that are supposed to be supporting you are doing the opposite sometimes? Like, no matter how hard you try the work keeps piling on and someone is mad at you all the damn time? You can try to get up and keep going but when you jump over one hurdle a other one 10X higher is waiting for you literally down the path. That's how I feel right now and I literally just spent 30 minutes crying into a bag of Cheetos... I don't know how long I can keep going like this...
So, I'm supposed to have surgery Thursday. I went on for medical clearance tests last Tuesday, results came back Friday, and yet I'm not cleared yet because the medical director hasn't been in to sign off. I'm supposed to be cut open Thursday and have not been cleared?!? Idk if I will be having surgery or when until they clear me. This is fucking awful. I'm so stressed. My docs need to get their shit together. I made arrangements and people took off work. I'm driving from Oklahoma to Texas to get the surgery. I did my part, now it's their turn. Ugh /rant
Unpopular opinion time *cheers*
I want to start this by saying everyone (save a couple outliers) have good and valid opinions about gun control. I don't want this post to be a reason to unfollow me, or to become fodder for a political debate- I just want to state my piece so I don't feel so repressed. On that note, here it goes. I in no way support the NRA-- They are mainly gun nuts who think the government is out to take everything. I also believe in background checks. Oh, have they gone to jail for any violent crimes or armed robbery? No gun for you! Oh, schizphrenia and manic depression? Maybe not (unless meds are in the picture.) Mental health has to play a part in gun control. That being said, I do not believe in total gun control. I'm talking about not being able to buy guns anymore. Law abiding citizens should be allowed to carry guns if they so choose, after proper training and processing. This is what the government is doing, not taking them all away. However, it won't stop gun violence; that's just a blatant fact. Bad people aren't going to go through proper channels to obtain guns, and if they want one they'll get it.