WHY DOES EVERYONE THINK ELVIS WANTED TO GET BACK WITH PRISCILLA BEFORE HE PASSED AWAY! Like they make him this broken, pathetic, desperate man that just doesn't sound like him at all.
Disclaimer: These are just my personal thoughts and feelings I know I wasn't there at the time and I never knew him so I can't be sure but these are just my feelings of the Elvis "I know" I guess...to a weird extent..... PLEASE don't come after me if you disagree or anything....
Ok...now that's out of the way...let me explain....alright so...like...so many people have written books where they've stated that Elvis would "plot" to get back with Priscilla and stuff...we saw that in the 1988 Elvis and Me mini series thing ...like we know Red, Sonny, and Dave wrote that in their book...and so many other people Dee I believe and SO MANY MORE I'm too angry to think right now. All these people are the same people who IN MY OPINION were more after Elvis for their own fame and fortune and stuff. Anyway...this is how I view it ...there is no doubt in my mind he was heart broken that his marriage ended. Like ..that's horrible. BUT I think while there was definitely love between them, I think Elvis was more hurt because his image had been tainted with that....NOT SAYING HE'S A SHALLOW GUY AT ALL because I know he was a deep, emotional and connection based guy and I do believe he loved her and it hurt him when they divorced but I think it was more because divorce while becoming more common was still frowned upon, and his was a public case that EVERYONE knew about you know? It also really annoys me how like they make him seem like he was desperate to get back together and like his life revolved around her...like...he loved her sure....but he wasn't that dependent on her to feel good. UGHHHH He could have any girl he wanted and I know his ego was hurt when that happened but I don't think he turned into this (excuse my bluntness) pathetic, shell of a man. I think Priscilla was there for a reason and a season. To help him in Germany and contradictory to popular belief I believe he "modelled" her and for lack of a better word "controlled" her because she was the one thing he could control when his career and life felt out of control. She was not his forever woman because again contradictory to my username I don't think he'd ever want to be tied down really. He liked the idea but I don't think he liked the responsibilities or accountabilities of being a husband and that's not me being mean that's me being genuine.
The main point of this is...HE DID NOT NEED HER! He wanted her....there's a difference.
ANYWAY! Sorry for this rant. I'm sure ther a a bazillion Grammer errors and stuff but I just keep seeing these kinds of posts and it AGGRAVATES me to no end....
I saw a ad on Insta for the most amazing looking dice that were on sale at about 10$ a set compared to their usual like 50-100$ a set. I bought like 6, but they came way late and look nothing like the pictures. Like it's not even the same mold! I'm so disappointed and feel betrayed. I should have known it was too good to be true tbh. I just got so excited about it ;-;-;-;-;
The worst part is I spend about 70$ on all those dice sets and they are trash basically. My dad's gonna be pissed when he finds out how much I spend on something I don't need. I feel bad enough about it already, I don't need that too.
I fear this may lead to some sort of island visit and I'm not sure what to do. I just wanna watch inuyasha all day godsdamnit I don't wanna feel like this
I don't even want the feeling of wanting to watch inuyasha overpower everything else I wanna do! Like start writing in my book of shadows about the gemstone rings I have and such. I don't want my focus to be all or nothing like this, it sucks. I should be able to choose, shouldent i?
If only I could find someone who found my interest in historical indigenous music to be hot and sexy and my love of art as the way I explore and research the world as INTERESTING!!
I'm out here reuniting my passion for history, research, curation, and culture.
I am making steps to change who I spend time with, friends, and communities because I should not expect that my partner to fill my cup!! But I would like them to think my interests are: cool.
I always get so fucking frusterated when someone shares art you can only see on fuckin twitter. I despise twitter. Every time I tried to make a damn account for the site, it always got hacked. It infuriates me that people still use that cesspool about the same amount that people ever fell for and use tiktok.