#ft sofia.

[ctrlmcsons]

imessage ↬ sof ❤️

mason: so you leaving me again huh?

mason: didn't take long this time around

[alexisfm]

imessage ↬ sofia

alexis: heard ur mans off the deep end

alexis: shame

[ctrlmcsons]

imessage ↬ sof

mason: helloooooooooooooo

[ctrlmcsons]

imessage ↬ sof

mason: did u actually break up w me bc my dick is small

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closed for @sofiaisms​

     mason knew that he promised to talk to sofia when he was sober but mason really couldn’t do sober and he hadn’t been able to for a long time. so, to compromise, he told himself he wouldn’t drink his usual amount throughout the day and instead, try to pace himself and for the most part, he did quite well, surprisingly.      his stomach was doing flips and turns at the thought of talking to sofia, last night had been so full on, getting into a huge fight with her and then getting into two more fights with bryce and brooks, he was fucking exhausted. luckily, he only came out of it with a few bruises and grazed knuckles, he was proud of himself for not getting into a worse state.      hearing the knock at the door, he groaned, knowing now it was time to actually talk to sof, sit down and show his vulnerability which, surprise surprise, was not his cup of tea at all. he walked over, unlocking the door before opening it wide, seeing the petite brunette on the other side, butterflies erupting in his stomach. “hi,” he greeted coldly, turning to the side so she could move past him and into his living area, it was now or never.       turning around, he looked at her, an unknown expression on his face as he tried to think of what to say, “you know... you shouldn’t be mad at me for fucking gi, she’s your friend, be mad at her.” he was off to a fantastic start.

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closed for @sofiaisms​​​

sure, it had only been two days since mason had had a drink but boy, could he use a drink. the first day wasn’t even that bad, he had a major headache, a bit of nausea and completely exhausted but having sofia around made him feel better. but today? that was a completely different story. he had been in and out of consciousness due to extreme fatigue and a migraine that was a lot worse than his headache the day before. he also had been suffering from huge bouts of fevers, elevated heart rate and not being able to settle down, he was not enjoying it one bit. but he was willing to do it for sofia.

mason hadn’t been able to keep anything down but luckily, his appetite had gone right out the window so food was the furthest thing from his mind. sofia had to go out to run a few errands and he prided himself on still remaining sober even though he could’ve easily gone out to grab a bottle of liquor and down it before sofia returned. he didn’t have the energy, he had just been staying in bed. “baby... is that you?” he heard the door open, only assuming it was sofia because no one else was supposed to be coming over. a smile brought to his lips when his eyes met hers, “i need a hug...”

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mason frowned. he didn’t want to do this, especially on a day that was meant to be filled with love and adoration. he rolled his eyes at sofia, shaking his head, “don’t be like that sof,” he continued to frown, throwing his hands up, unsure on what to say next. “I can’t help it... fuck,” he bit the inside of his cheek, afraid that he was going to say something he was going to regret. He had to remind himself not to blow it, that Sofia was the one good thing in his life that was worth keeping rather than pushing away like he did with anything else that brought him happiness. “i’m sorry, okay?” / @sofiaisms​

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