Niro I ally I may be realising I am much more transmasc than I previously thought because of listening to ego renegade boy

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Niro I ally I may be realising I am much more transmasc than I previously thought because of listening to ego renegade boy
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Anybody got tips on trying to figure out gender? I'm not in a place where I can publicly try stuff out too much but at least in my own room, I'd like to try and figure out who I am and what I want to present as.
I don't really have access to a binder but I tried an ace bandage today and baggy shirt, and that felt SO good it was kind of scary lol.
Thank you!
-- Confused baby queer who should've figured it out sooner :)
First time/attempt at binding?
Last night I was scrolling through Instagram and I occasionally go on the transmasc side of Instagram. I always envy the ones who can/want to bind or get top surgery. Then I got a bright yet not so bright idea to make a DIY binder out of scarfs 💀 I went to my moms bathroom and took two of her longest scarfs and went back to my room. I tied the scarfs around me rotated them so the knot was in the back and spread them over my "tumors". I had to do this a couple of times to get it half flat (Ended out putting on a bra with no pads to kind of keep them secure and in the right position.) When they felt flat enough I snuck to the restroom with a shirt on and it looked like I had a B/C cup (mind you I'm a DD 😫) so I went back and put on a baggy jacket and... I looked so flat! Oh my god! For once in my life I was able to look in the mirror and be happy despite me having trouble breathing and backpain! 😃 I looked so handsome 😩😍
I have been feeling so fucking good lately about how I look.
General Question for People who are Non Binary or identify as Genderqueer or anything similar.
To start off, I just want to say this by no means is meant to be taken as offensive. I’m just curious. And if his gets any comments saying that it’s too invasive or whatever I’ll take it down. But anyway to the question:
Do you personally think it’s more of a good thing or harmful thing to keep your gender assigned at birth/sex what it is on your birth certificate? I only ask because there are certain things “females” are more susceptible to seeing as they have a certain set of reproductive organs. And in term the same for “males” seeing as they have a certain set of reproductive organs. (Sorry if this is wordy, I’m trying as much as possible to not be uncomfortable or triggering for anybody)
I haven’t posted many recent pics. My hair is long now and I am feeling ethereal and princely in these.
He/him or they/them. I’m not a girl. Also I’m gray asexual.
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My dick came in the mail today and I love it. Need to recolor it a little but eh.