#ft. shane

[lanachap]

closed starter: @shanepcrker location: firefly brewery

I miss the sound of your voice Loudest thing in my head

With a quiet groan, only audible to her through the noise of the live music and busy atmosphere, Lana leaned back in her seat. She wasn't sure she could stomach much more of this. It'd been a long day. One that had started before sunrise so that she could make it to the airport for the check ride she'd had scheduled that morning, and ended with rearranging the feed storage.

Now the singer was after her broken heart. Crooning a song that reached it's hand into her chest and gave that beating thing inside an uncomfortable squeeze.

I miss the pull of your heart I taste the sparks on your tongue

The drink in front of her was finished, and while Lana had been tempted to order another to let the alcohol seep into all the sharp edges of her life and soften them up for a short reprieve—she'd seen him inside. Other than a glance here and there they were doing their usual avoidance. She'd lost sight of Shane some time ago. If only because Lana hadn't been keen on looking up. Her dark eyes had stayed on her drink, looking for answers in a place she'd never receive them, or they kept clocking the door. The bartender had thought she'd been waiting on someone, and maybe that was how it had appeared since the place was lively and most were socializing, but she'd kept plotting escape.

I see angels and devils And God, when you come on

That was it. Lana had cracked. The words sung over the bar at the exact moment she'd looked across it and had caught eyes with the one it had been meant to end up so differently with. It wasn't enough that he'd haunted her all around town since she'd moved back. Shane was in the back of her mind no matter where she'd moved or what she'd taken on in life. After she slipped off the seat and her boots hit the ground Lana pulled some cash from her pocket to pay for her beers and leave a tip, then she rushed for the door without another glance his way.

Outside she sucked in the cooling night as her legs slowly carried her in the vague direction of her truck. Tears stung at her eyes as Lana lolled her head back on her shoulders. Was her life meant to be in constant mourning of something? Always to be in a state of missing? She wasn't drunk, not even buzzed, but still she wasn't storming to her truck and racing off. With a pat of her fingers against the front pocket of her vintage Levi's she registered the location of her keys and faintly heard the sound of the brewery's door opening.

Just pull me down hard And drown me in love

The words were faint against the quiet of the night outside and with the more steps she put in-between herself and the entrance, but the lyrics still attempted to strangle her as the singer held that last line especially long. Maybe to twist the knife. "Why do you hate me?" Lana muttered under her breath, speaking to herself.

[laylaevsmems]

@shaneston​

inviting shane over for a movie night, the brunette felt like she needed it. it felt like months since she actually watched a disney movie with someone. she even had to see frozen 2 by herself. which she didn’t care, it was still a great movie in her eyes. she just wished someone would have tagged along with her. laying on her bed, she placed her hands under her head as she glanced over at the tv for a second before looking over at shane. “i’m really glad we’re doing this,” she mumbled.

[afkmilo-blog]

'' my kink is being home alone ''

“you must have a great time all the time then.” milo laughed, pausing slightly. “was that a rude thing to say? i’m sorry if it was, but it just seemed like a fitting thing to say.”

[boltedshut]

🫀 : shane stewart @trnsience 📍 : eden park 🕰️ : saturday, 11:20am

vee is here solely for the free ice skating. didn't check to see if anyone he knew was even going to be in attendance, geared up bright and early to ice skate for free all morning. there were plenty of community events he'd attend and spend the entire time wanting to blow his head off, so he was thankful whenever there was recreation offered. especially since it was inappropriate to be stoned around lame elders and lame children, and was what some people would call too early for drug use. the activity gave his constantly racing mind an outlet. he could be alert, but not highly strung. when he spots shane at the edge of the pond, vee doesn't immediately notice his interest is on someone else entirely. not until he makes his fast approach, his stop punctuated with a thin spray of ice "hey!" harvey cringes at just how loud his voice ended up being. cheeks heating, he can't quite look at shane right away after that, instead turning his head in the direction he had just been looking. the ostrosky's were a fine enough family. sort of perfect, nuclear. harvey's only real experience with them is whenever the man of the house goes out for drinks to celebrate a promotion or a bonus. he doesn't have an opinion. they look happy, each holding one of their six year old's hands and guiding her slowly across the frozen surface of the pond. a frown pulls at vee, briefly, and he remembers to regulate his tone before he speaks this time "think they're looking to adopt?"

[tanvi-rao]

FMK Raj Cem Shane

“God, is this my punishment for being an outcast in high school and not getting to play these kinds of games at parties? But alright, let’s see… fuck Shane, marry Raj so our mothers will finally shut up about it, and I guess that leaves the k to Cem? Though we’ll just say it stands for kick because I’d hate to have to break in a whole new PI.”

@rajendraxsingh @cemcerkez @shanepcrker

[tanvi-rao]

If you could have a ONS with anyone, no consequences, just for pure fun, who are your top three? 😉

“There’s no such thing as no consequences, but in the spirit of the game I’ll say… Vivienne, Shane, and Raj. And no, I won’t be elaborating further.”

@vivienneryan @shanepcrker @rajendraxsingh

[tanvi-rao]

👐 is there anyone in town you hold a grudge against?

“There are a lot of people in town I hold grudges against. You want names? I’ll give you two. That bitch Mari, who cheated on Civan with her asshole cheating ex, and Sonny, because Shane and Elijah deserved better from her. It’s hard losing someone when they die, but knowing they chose to leave you is a different kind of pain and the Parker boys didn’t deserve it.”

@civanguneri @sonnysolis @shanepcrker

[aliscncooper]

Have you ever thought of Shane or Nate as more than friends?

“I haven’t. Those two are like brothers to me- so I guess family is more than friends? But not anything romantic. Thinking of either of them that way feels like going against nature, if I’m being honest. Sorry guys.”

@nate-strauss @shanepcrker