Discord Text || Quentin and Cody
Discord text thread featuring: Quentin and Cody @codyhq
When: January 31st
Mentions: @romanbeckett @aaronhart93
Description: Quentin texts cody to ask him for help making and OF account and they end up getting into a deep conversation about his relationship, and relationships in general.
Trigger Warnings: drug mentions, light sex talk, NSFW-ish
Quentin. hey man what’s up?
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. not much. are you here to fight because i insulted your boyfriend? because he's the one that broke me. so he deserved it.
Quentin. hahaha no. I’m a lover not a fighter. Unless I have to fight in which case I can tend to get a bit crazy. anyway... I don’t wanna fight lol I just had a question
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. i don't fight...i didn't really mean what i said anyways. aaron is..well i guess you know.. yeah sure, ask away.
Quentin. yeah. I do know. He’s... Yeah. uhmm anyway. You have an onlyfans account yeah?
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. Yeah, I do. Are you.. a fan?
Quentin. I might be.
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. good to know.
Quentin. I was just.. wondering if you uhm... could help me?
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. with...what exactly?
Quentin. I kinda wanna make an account. I really need the income and I also kinda wanna keep it secret
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. like you don't want daddy finding out?
Quentin. ha, yeah. Something like that I’m a very sexual person. I just don’t think I could do it they way I should if he or Roman knew
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. i guess i understand it. but if they found out... is it worth that?
Quentin. Honestly... Idk lol
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. I just.. I'm sure he's never talked about me. But I loved him. I mean...i really loved him. Gave him everything. And he didn't want that with me. But with you two... you both got exactly what i wished for.
Quentin. I’m sorry. I wouldn’t say it’s as easy as you make it all sound though
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. and you need an escape? an outlet?
Quentin. I don’t know what I need I’m just, it’s complicated.
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. okay. so you...use an alias. you don't show your face. but your tattoos... how far are you willing to go to keep it a secret?
Quentin. The thing is, I don’t think that they would really care. It’s just, me.
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. why do you not want them to know?
Quentin. because I don’t want them to think I’d be okay with it if they did it? lol
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. oh. tricky.
Quentin. Idk it’s probably a bad idea. Everyone wants Aaron and Roman is staying with the guy who is in love with him. I just... I crave validation I guess
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. ...you have two boyfriends and you aren't feeling validated? that...sucks.
Quentin. like I said, it’s complicated. I just don’t feel worthy. Nvm
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. i get it. i often feel that way. i've dated a lot of different people. i'll help.
Quentin. you will?
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. yeah. i will.
Quentin. thank you
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. on one condition.
Quentin. uh oh.. what’s the condition?
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. aaron can never know i helped you.
Quentin. well, that shouldn’t be a problem since I don’t want him to know anything
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. good. first you need an alias. the rest is...i mean look at you, it'll be easy.
Quentin. that’s sweet
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. please as f you don't know.
Quentin. I know other people feel that way. Just wish I could see it
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. fuck. you're fucking gorgeous.
Quentin. thank you. so are you. now stop making me wanna kiss you lol
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. i can't help that i'm so adorable. you'll just have to deal with that.
Quentin. hahaha fair enough I just wanna kiss everybody. It’s a real issue
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. i just fall in love with everybody. and no one falls in love with me.
Quentin. wow, why not? I would.
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. i'm..a lot.
Quentin. you and me both apparently
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. I guess that's why it takes two guys to corral you? i've always thought that might be the missing piece for me.
Quentin. I guess so. I just fell in love with them both and couldn’t choose it was hell until it wasn’t
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. i dated a married couple once. it was..amazing.
Quentin. I bet! Although dating two does come with its struggles you are always having to choose who to be with or when. Or wonder if you are giving more to one than the other and on top of that. You’re so clingy and it’s just a mess
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. I suppose. my situation was different. they moved me in. i was like...their baby. until the real baby came around at least.
Quentin. that sounds nice. I love being baby. But when real babies come along it does make it more complicated
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. infinitely. but i knew that from the start. still, if you're unhappy...
Quentin. I’m not unhappy. I’m just, struggling to keep a happy medium a lot of the time
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. yeah, that's why god invented anxiety pills.
Quentin. hahaha yeah I was popping molly every day like tic tacs until Aaron asked me to stop now I’m just... idek
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. that's rough. i have prescriptions for...everything if you need a hook up.
Quentin. I’ll get back to you on that.
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. well in the meantime make a list of things you will and will not do on your OF
Quentin. I don’t really have a won’t do list
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. you're going to be popular.
Quentin. I’ve done pretty much everything when I was an escort sooo might as well go hard
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. will you only do solo stuff?
Quentin. considering I have two boyfriends that would probably be ideal.
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. well then there's your list.
Quentin. Jesus, now you got me thinking about getting sucked off on camera lmao I have real issues lol
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. it's just a job. i'd offer but...i won't.
Quentin. yeah, it’s probably best you don’t I don’t wanna end up hating my life for a few good moments of loving it
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. not worth losing everything over a bj
Quentin. exactly! I could ask Roman though lol I don’t think he would be willing but I could ask lol
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. it's hard. a lot of partners don't like the OF job.
Quentin. yeah, jealousy is a real bitch I would know cause I’m def the jealous type lol
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. i actually kinda like when my partner is jealous
Quentin. me too, but I don’t get that often.
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. i just..shows they care
Quentin. I’m the green monster of this relationship for sure
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. i get it though. i've been the guy dating aaron before.
Quentin. yeah you know what the real kicker is?
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. it's like...everyone thinks they own a piece of him. but he's yours. he's only yours and you shouldn't have to feel like he's everyone elses.
Quentin. yes that! and it’s hard to believe if someone actually loves you and means it when they are saying the same things to someone else as well. I struggle with that myself. Like, I always feel like I’m being naughty lol
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. but the heart is capable of so much love.
Quentin. yes, yes it is.
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. i really think it's possible to fully love two people at once. i know i could.
Quentin. yeah, I know I do! But it’s still something I’m getting used to I guess. It’s so different then what I ever imagined
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. it's not all threesomes lol been there. couldn't imagine sharing aaron though. maybe that's why he thought i was too much.
Quentin. I didn’t wanna share either ngl but, it’s harder when it’s Roman. Idk if it’s because we were best friends first? But god, I’d break fingers over him. Well, Aaron too. But yeah lol
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. you love them both
Quentin. I just wanna give them everything and if they want each other than who am I to stop them?
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. but they're with you. they want you. isn't that amazing? you're so lucky.
Quentin. I am lucky. I just wish I’d stop feeling like they want me to have each other
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. have you...expressed that to them?
Quentin. kinda. They think I’m crazy and that it’s all in my head. Which I guess they aren’t wrong
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. right. but have they put you at ease? because your feelings are natural and valid.
Quentin. idk, I guess not since I still feel it. lol
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. i think you just need more boyfriend kisses
Quentin. lmao I always need that
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. i haven't had boyfriend kisses in so long
Quentin. I should hook you up with someone. But idk who lol
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. I have a few...friendships on the go. for the first time in a long time i'm not trying to force myself into anything.
Quentin. that’s good though. it’s always better when it just happens
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. yeah. i'm just a little bit like a lost puppy when i'm single.
Quentin. well, if it helps at all. I don’t think you’ll stay that way very long
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. here's hoping i don't need to be flirting with daddy's boyfriend.
Quentin. hahahaha well, since you are calling him daddy. I don’t see the harm in it at least you care enough to include me
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. yeah, i got used to calling him that. he never really was 'aaron' to me. but you seem good for him.
Quentin. yeah.. well, thank you.
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. i hope this helps you find what you're missing. it's helped me a lot.
Quentin. I’m glad. It’s help me as well.
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. just get ready for some weird requests on OF
Quentin. I’m always ready for those lol
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. you seem like the type to be down for anything.
Quentin. I am indeed! I guess you can say I’m a people pleaser
𝑐𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑒𝑙𝑙𝑖𝑠. yeah me too.
