#ftm?

[ammoniumklorid]

I wish I were a cis man.

[your-averag3-strang3r]

That relatable moment where you keep going back and forth between horrible gender dysphoria and wishing you were a boy and hating yourself for not being one to being okay with being a girl and not caring too much but also hating myself even then for being a lesbian and then going back to wishing I was a boy so I could like girls in peace (I’m drowning in confusion)

[andthebloodshed]

Intro!!

Any pronouns (for now), 18 (07)

I speak italian, english and french (and a bit of german), im italian but dont live there

I love cinema, reading, art, history, cats, politics, photography, weed, music, raves and a lot of other stuff. I'm in multiple fandoms but especially the marauders rn. I LOVE weird media, esp art and photography and films

My letterboxd: @crucibled

Shows: i am not okay with this, the umbrella academy, house md, sherlock, nana, banana fish, Erased, brooklyn 99, shameless...

Music: pierce the veil, david bowie, ethel cain, eliot smith, deftones, janis joplin, skunk anansie, the stooges, la dispute, depeche mode, cheap teeth, mitski, etc etc

Movies: Tetsuo the iron man, nowhere, mysterious skin, i saw the tv glow, the fly, the rocky horror picture show, the doom generation, isle of dogs, pariah, Labyrinth, brokeback mountain, ordinary people, donnie darko, sunset boulevard, ninotchka, the blood of a poet, and lots more

Fav books: the outsiders by s.e.hinton, giovanni's room by james baldwin and heaven by mieko kawakami (and The unbearable lightness of being by Milan Kundera)

My main active hyperfixations rn are the marauders, drug prevention and addictology, and body horror movies. Also ask me about kitsch in The unbearable lightness of being.

CW I POST A LOT ABT DRUGS I will post some mh stuff, some suggestive stuff, may repost some body horror related stuff. I'm also trying to figure out my identity and some of that will be on here, ive identified as a genderqueer lesbian for years but im not so sure about either of those labels anymore (leaning towards trans guy)

Asks and dms open

Zionists, misogynists, racists, homophobes, transphobes, pro police or ice, pro ai, pro war or pro imperialism, shed blogs, fauxcest/incest/zoophilia/pedophilia etc DNI

If youre younger than 2010 pls dni and if youre younger than early 2009 or older than 25 don't be weird or suggestive thankss

[chiefmuffin]

HIM from Power Puff Girls is the type of gender I want. 𝗘𝗦𝗣𝗘𝗖𝗜𝗔𝗟𝗟𝗬 in Power Puff Girls Z. Like let me be a jester looking fellow with crab hands who can dress feminine without looking like a girl like HIM.

God I could never be HIM and I think that's the real crime

[our-queer-experience]

Gender euphoria: training torso stabs in sword class and not stressing about it because! there's nothing there anymore! I can be pretend stabbed anywhere and it doesn't matter because I am just a flat surface!

you can still get a stab wound! i am very very happy for you but you can still get a stab wound!

[causeicantfeel]

Okay okay okay so.. real question: how does one know if they are trans? Bc I felt felt like I might be for some time. Lately I had a lot of problems thinking about the facts that I‘ll never be able to just lay in bed topless and have a flat chest. I know it sound kinda weird but anyways. But then there r days where I feel comfortable with the way my body is and where I feel okay about tight tops and dresses. But then again there are days where I put a skirt on and have a literal meltdown. So how does one know? How can I know? How can I be sure? Like I just need some answers pls

[lexuncertainly]

Me: Enbys who use binary pronouns are valid

My brain: But not you though