So I went to see my grandma for the first time since I cut my hair really short, and I was extremely nervous about what she would think. I am in no way going to come out around or near my family… but instead of them thinking I'm a different gender, they are probably going to think I am a lesbian. My family is very old fashioned, very stuck in gender roles, and very conservative. Anyways, she liked it. She thought it was too short, but that anything would look good on my face. She also called me pretty, and since I'm suspecting I'm more masculine than feminine, it should have felt weird but I liked it/didn't mind. I'm pretty sure I want people to think I am a boy that's pretty. A pretty boy. ANYWAYS today was awesome so yeah. :) also I'll tell you about church later.