Probably the most time Iâve spent at a small live, having fun talking to... literally everyone... I talked to the four that know me, met up with a lot of friends from Canaria, and for the second portion, @brotheryanny came with me!
Iâm... going to count how many times I cried, so every time you see â((I cried.))â... yeah.
Before the live:
I met up with so many of my Canaria friends... also, there were some people that walked up to me and asked me if I was Rui-san, and they said that they heard about me from Canaria bartenders/other customers, which is... so embarrassing, I donât know what to do... I met so many new people because of it though...!Â
First portion setlist + comments:
Mr. Music / clear, amu, Yuuku
When the music started I got super excited... Also, amu is the best at English out of all of them, why did clear and Yuuku do Yukiâs spoken word part... WWWW
Sharuru / clear
... it was perfect. Thatâs all Iâm going to say, because... there really isnât anything else to say...
celluloid / amu
Before amu sang this, he introduced himself and welcomed everyone. He sounded so awkward and nervous, and he told us that he really didnât want to do an MC part, but clear said he needs to, to which he said âuso~nâ, which, was adorable. He said he doesnât participate in many lives, so heâs still not used to talking to crowds, but heâs glad clear invited him again!
((I cried.))
Jougen no Tsuki / amu
Holy shit, amu. When the music started playing, I knew it was Jougen, and I didnât think his voice would fit the song... but it does, and Iâm ruined. I know itâs on one of your Mu albums, but I havenât been able to listen to my copies just yet since I donât have a CD player, but, just... holy shit, amu.
((I cried.))
Gossip / Yuuku
What the hell, Yuuku. Youâre just gonna pull out this eroi as hell song out of nowhere... and sing it so well... Iâm going to fight you.
NAO / Yuuku
((I cried.))
Blurry eyes / amu
amu was getting over a cold, so he wasnât able to sing it at full power, but it was still so pretty...Â
I actually donât know the original song (I just know itâs a LâArc~en~Ciel song...) but his smooth voice really fits it...
366 Days / clear
clear called this one of his favorite songs, and he said heâs excited to sing it at a live for once~
((I cried.))
Kataomoi / nero
When clear said there was a secret guest, I knew it had to be nero. When he called for nero to come out, nero made this... really weird moan sound... and came out... www
clear said that neroâs fans told him that he sang this at his one man in June, and that it was really, really good... so clear asked him if he could sing it for his TOH solo! nero said it was his first time hearing about this, and got super embarrassed because clear kept saying neroâs fans were like âclear-san, clear-san, did you hear, nero-sanâs Kataomoi is so good, itâs really, really goodâ.
((I cried.))
Cantarella / clear, nero
nero introduced this song as the song that got him into utattemita 8 years ago, and itâs him and clearâs signature utattemita. It was so cute, he was thanking clear so much for bringing him into nicodou...
Sarishinohara / amu, Yuuku
Okay, everyone knows Sarishinohara is my favorite song, so of course, when they introduced this, I cried. But thatâs literally... not all.Â
They introduced this song... in a way I would have never dreamed of. They said that they were actually stuck on what song to sing (they already chose another, which was for the second portion), but it wasnât until late June that they decided to sing Sarishinohara together, because... a customer requested it on a day they were both working in Canaria, and that customer was so moved that they cried. And thatâs when they decided.
Yeah.
They chose Sarishinohara because of me.
((I cried.))
magnet / clear, amu
... I didnât expect this at all. When Yuuku left the stage, amu also stood up, and when clear got close to him, he just... bowed... and clear bowed back... they exchanged no words... and the music started playing.
Queen of Hearts / clear, Yuuku
Fixer / clear, amu, Yuuku
The last time I saw amu at Canaria, he was humming Fixer, and I was wondering why... I was going to ask him if he was planning on uploading Fixer, but once the musicians started playing the chords... I understood. amu learned Fixer... for this live... God, it was fucking rude as hell when I realized it. Their harmonies were so lethal. clear singing the melody, amu singing the upper harmony, and Yuuku singing the lower harmony... what the hell.
MUGIC / clear, amu, Yuuku, nero
OKAY THIS WAS ACTUALLY THE CUTEST. They were all dancing around and just having a fun time... amu took Soraru and Ribsâs part, clear took Kashitarouâs part, and Yuuku took Lonâs part! Their ad libs were so godly, wow... amu and Yuukuâs harmonies as well... theyâre all so much.
Once everyone left the stage, clear said that there would be another TOH in October, and it would be cosplay themed... Everyone got super excited, wondering what the costumes would be...
After the first portion:
I was just standing around, but I didnât realize... that amu was in front of me. He came up to me and said âhi Rui-san!â I greeted him back. He asked me if I was alone, and I said yeah, but during the second portion, I would have a friend from England with me, and he said he was happy Iâm going to watch the second portion too! I told him that he sang Fixer really well, and he was surprised, and kept asking me âreally? really?!â and I said yeah, and I asked him when he would upload it. He said âHuh, I wonder when?~â and I got mad at him for baiting me. He then asked me if I got alcohol with my drink ticket, and I said of course, and he asked me if it was strong, and I said, I wish, to which he laughed a lot at. Someone passing by questioned âeh, strong?â and he just straight up outed me to someone I didnât know, saying âRui-san only drinks strong drinksâ. Everyone around us started laughing (because so many people from Canaria went... sweats) and I told him that itâs so embarrassing. Everyone was reassuring me that it was okay, itâs really fun to watch, and I just... www. There was a line behind me to talk to amu, so I said Iâll talk to him again later!
I then went to clearâs line, and I ended up buying two more CDs... I talked to clear, and he was like, âRui-chan, youâre leaving soon arenât you...â and I said that I was, and that TOH was my last live before going back home, and he said he hopes I had a lot of fun during the first portion, and that he hopes I have a lot of fun during the second portion (Iâm happy he remembered I was going to both parts;;). He said that his lives and Canaria will get so quiet and lonely without me, and I said Iâm going to miss him a lot, and he said he hopes I come back to Japan soon enough, because heâll miss me too...Â
Also his cologne is always so strong, whenever he holds my hands, you can just... smell it, so strongly. Even after several washes, itâs still there. What cologne do you u s e, clear.
Again, the lines were just so long, so clear took my hands and told me to enjoy the second portion, and I said I would. He smiled at me, and let go, and I went over to talk to nero.
It was... actually my first time talking to nero. Iâve seen him so much, but I always beeline to clear... I told him otsukare, and that I really loved his Kataomoi, and he said that he was glad! I asked him if I could get a signature from him, and he gave me one;; I was a little nervous so I couldnât properly get a page from my notebook from him, but he tried looking over my shoulder to see what was in my notebook, www. Heâs so cute. After he gave me a signature, I told him that I wanted to talk to him more, but my Japanese is so bad... and he said that no, it really isnât, and that I should have more confidence because itâs really good...Â
He then pointed out my Totoro backpack and said it was really cute, and I asked him if he wanted to try it on, and he took it from me and wore it. He was pretending to walk around with it, and he started laughing. I asked him what was wrong, and he said that if he ever went out of the venue with it on, the police would definitely stop and ask him questions, and probably arrest him, and I couldnât stop laughing. Other people around him were laughing as well, and I thanked him for talking to me, and he smiled so warmly to me. He thanked me for letting him use my Totoro backpack, and I said no problem~
After that, I went to go talk to Wing! She and another person were talking about Canaria, and Wing and I told them about all the adventures I have of her, and everyone else, trying to get me drunk, but it never happens, and the other person was so scared of me and my drinking capacity...
After talking to everyone, I decided to go get food while waiting for Yanny to arrive!
Second portion setlist + comments:
Mr. Music / clear, amu, Yuuku
When they were getting on stage, it was amu first, then clear, then Yuuku... they were all grabbing their mics, but when Yuuku grabbed his mic, he knocked over the mic basket and he didnât even notice until a bunch of us up front told him the basket fell over, so he scurried over and picked it up really fast, and when he got back next to clear, clear said he would tell his mom on him.Â
Blurry eyes / amu
Uroko / Yuuku
Kokoronashi / Yuuku
It... was so emotive... It was so perfect... The raw emotion was just too much for me that I was crying nonstop...
((I cried.))
I LOVE YOU / clear
clear didnât want to break the atmosphere Yuuku set up, so he went right into singing... and god, this didnât help at all with my crying. The whole time, I was just thinking... thank you, thank you so much for everything, for being in my life for so long. Even if I still hurt now, thereâs still that courage inside me that wants to keep living just so I can hear you sing more and more.Â
... I really love clear.
((I cried.))
rain stops, good-bye / amu
amu revealed that his hometown is actually... Okinawa. Which is huge, because... a lot of information about amu is really... unknown... In some interviews, when they ask him for his hometown, he just says âover thereâ... He talked about how it was like growing up there, especially during typhoon season because TOH was actually... during a typhoon.Â
But Okinawa... thatâs really unexpected, honestly? I always thought Kansai, but...
amu introduced this song saying that because itâs raining like a typhoon is outside (to which everyone said that there is a typhoon going outside...), heâll sing this to make the rain stop.
((I cried.))
Gossip / Yuuku
Yuuku did the same as amu, and kept saying that it was like a typhoon outside, and he had to correct him about it too... he then talked about how so many times where he had a live, there was a typhoon that day as well, so people started calling him a ć°éąšç·... He said he canât even deny it because itâs true...
Kuroneko / clear
clear said that this is one of his favorite Vocaloid songs, and that we should all listen to it on nicodou, and also kept saying he sang it on his third album, Reunite... that we can still get at various Tower Records... so if we donât have it yet... we should go buy it...
((I cried.))
Jougen no Tsuki / nero
When clear called nero out this time, he just... made the weirdest noise... it was... like I donât even know how to describe it, it was just... strange. We were all like... is nero-san okay...
... when nero got on stage though, he and clear started talking about Totoro... I swear, it was because of my backpack, I swear to god it was my backpack, because nero noticed I was in the front row and he smiled at me when I pointed to my backpack when they started talking about Totoro... they started talking about the point in the movie where Totoro makes the rain stop, and he wishes someone could do that to make the rain stop...
Queen of Hearts / clear, nero
When clear got back on stage, they said that heâs sure everyone knows that he and nero are childhood friends, and they just talked about it a bit. They said they met in middle school, and that they because friends really fast. They would play outside a lot, and nero said he would always tell clear to do good, but clear then got sarcastic and said that he was always a good kid, and nero questioned if he was still a good kid, and clear said âfor the most partâ...
I think I found where I get my personality traits from...Â
366 Days / clear, Yuuku
When Yuuku came out, clear said that Totoro came out, and they all just kept calling him Totoro while Wing played the Totoro theme while he just, stumbled on stage... it was really cute...
Before the song started, clear asked Yuuku how he was enjoying TOH, and Yuuku said he was having so much fun. He said he didnât expect to perform with amu, let alone be friends with him, and clear said that this was the first time he ever heard about this, so Yuuku continued on.
He said that when he saw the new staff announcements come in for April, he questioned if the âamuâ listed was the amu. He said he admired amu a lot before, so working with him, and finally performing with him, itâs been really fun.
They then started talking about Canaria, and how they recently went on a trip to the ocean recently. Apparently clear was the one driving the car, and they talked about the Peyang Gigamax yakisoba... Apparently Yuuku, Masaya (heâs another Canaria bartender, as well a CLEANERO staff member), and Lemo all tried it during the vacation, and they all apparently finished their servings... Wing couldnât go on vacation with them, and so Yuuku and Wing decided to eat it on a twitcast earlier last week, and Yuuku said Wing finished herâs pretty fast, but he was so close to crying at the very last bite. He said he wouldnât do it ever again, itâs something that people should only do once. clear said he didnât do it yet, but Yuuku... then said that if he wants to do it, they should do it together, and clear was like âdidnât you just say you wouldnât do it again?â Yuuku got embarrassed and apologized for being an idiot, and fu-rin hit the triangle on his percussion set.
They then started talking about the triangle, and Yuuku said that the triangle is so fun, and motioned in a triangular shape and said âdingâ 3 times, but everyone was like âYouâre wrong...â and clear had to correct him that thereâs a corner on the triangle thatâs open so you couldnât hit it three times... Yuuku then turned behind him and saw that a corner was open and he apologized for being an idiot again... Heâs so... dumb... WWWW...Â
After his apology, they finally started singing, but both of them apologized for breaking the mood, saying that their stupidity wonât match what they were going to sing next...Â
Yuuku called himself and clear âPeyang and Totoroâ before actually singing properly...Â
((I cried.))
Karakuri Pierrot / amu, Yuuku
HARMONIES... H A R M O N I E S... amu and Yuuku make a good combination, they really do... amuâs high notes plus Yuukuâs low notes... put it together with their incredible harmonization skills, and you get... perfection...
Risky Game / clear, amu
clear and amu... talk so much, there were so many times where they were about to introduce the song, but then someone would bring something up AND THEN THEY WOULD TALK ABOUT IT FOR ANOTHER 5 MINUTES.Â
When clear got on stage, he said hi to amu, but amu didnât say anything and clear got mad saying that he should say something back, and amu just. Straight up roasted him. He said âhao~â and CLEAR GOT SO EMBARRASSED.
He explained to the audience that for a little bit like, 8-9 years ago, whenever he uploaded something, the description would start with âhao~â and even though he never said it at lives, he would be greeted by fans like that, and it was super embarrassing. He said he doesnât even remember why he did it in the first place.Â
A fan in the crowd called out, saying âwhat about âkurukuruâ?!â and clear then went on to explaining how fans would make him spin around once before saying âhaoâ, like it was a character change. Everyone started saying they wanted to see it again, and clear was so reluctant, but he ended spinning around, and in a deep voice, said âhaoâ and amu couldnât stop laughing.
clear then took his seat, and he immediately asked if amu was free in October, and we all knew what that meant. With clearâs announcement earlier that TOH vol. 3 would be in October, and it would be Halloween themed, it meant that he was inviting amu to perform again. All of us gasped, and amu was... very confused, he must have heard that there was a third TOH, but I guess he didnât know he would be invited to it again, so his raw reactions were just, so much for my heart. clear then took a seat next to him after amu said he would be available, and clear just looked so happy~
amu always says he doesnât know how to sing the more recent songs, but heâs been listening to clearâs Fixer a lot lately and he fell for the song, and he said heâll upload it for his late 10th anniversary upload! clear was like âoh, you fell for my Fixer?~â and amu was like âI didnât say that, I said the song,â and clear looked so offended WWWW.
clear and amu then just... WENT ON TO ROASTING EVERYONE. They thought it would be fun to rank who the dumbest one is, and they said theyâre all pretty dumb. THEY JUST KEPT GOING. amu talked about how he was so nervous to meet Yuuku the first time, so he asked one of the other bartenders, Kyosuke, about him, and Kyosuke called him âăăăă«â, and Yuuku then popped his head out of the door from backstage, and everyone just started laughing. amu then said that after a few hours of being with Yuuku on shift, he finally understood what Kyosuke was saying, and Yuuku just kept making faces to everyone on stage and in the crowd. clear then went on to roasting nero, saying that neroâs so ikemen, but heâs so dumb, that itâs just a waste, AND THEN RIGHT BEHIND YUUKU, NERO STARTED POKING HIS HEAD OUT FROM BACKSTAGE AND THEY BOTH WERE JUST MAKING FACES.
clear talked about how âii bakaâ really suited Yuuku a lot, and then recalled when they first met at I-Star. Apparently, clear was just hanging out on a couch in the morning, and Yuuku went up to him and introduced himself, but instead of saying good morning, he said good afternoon, and he started to panic? But they apparently got so close really fast that the month after, clear invited him to work at Canaria. He recalled another time where Yuuku literally came to his house at 3-4 in the morning to give him something, and Yuuku said he didnât realize that he couldâve just waited for a reasonable hour to come to give it to him. But clear then fondly said that Yuukuâs idiocy is something he really likes about him, and everyone was just, touched.
Fixer / clear, amu, Yuuku
MUGIC / clear, amu, Yuuku, nero
Just like the first portion, clear called for nero to come out so we can take pictures together before the last song. But as nero was coming on stage, Wing started to play the Totoro theme, and nero grabbed his microphone and started singing along, but it was very... n o i s y. clear asked him who he was, and nero said he was trying to mimic Meychan.
When everyone left the stage, clear was commenting that the second portion is usually quieter than the first portion, but in the second portion this time around, they were just... messing around so much, so it was very strange. (But the messing around was just too much fun).
After the second portion:
So, Yanny and I were just, crying over the setlist and how fun it was, and everyone started getting lined up to talk to everyone again, and I just.... had to do something.
I dragged Yanny to Wing, and introduced her to Wing as my friend. Yanny gave her a fan letter, and I helped her talk to Wing. Wing gave her a hug after receiving the letter... It was so cute. I told Wing that Yanny was also a pianist, and Wing asked if she wanted to play right now, and we kind of just looked at each other like, is this actually going to happen. I said I would sing along with whatever Yanny plays, and Wing was like âokay!â and just... escorted us to the piano. Yanny chose Lemon, and played the melody and a bass line, and Wing then... started playing to upper harmonies...Â
Yanny and Wing played piano together.
After one verse and a chorus, Wing thanked us and Yanny was just... paralyzed, www. She didnât know what to feel--
When then got in line to talk to amu, because, I did tell him I would bring a friend...! Yanny gave him a fan letter! I asked him if he really meant what he said up on stage, that heâll upload Fixer soon, and he said he will! I asked exactly when, and he said when his cold is gone, which it almost is... Iâm so excited.
amu asked me to translate for him and Yanny, which I did. We just talked about a lot of things, and amu said that heâs been learning a lot of English from me at Canaria, which I wanted to scream at because, amutan... are you really learning English from me... He said that he wants me to bring Yanny to Canaria, and I asked him if he knew when the schedule would be out, and he said that it should be out the day after (which it was, sasuga bartender...). He said heâll be waiting for us~
I told him I wanted to stay longer in Japan, and he just... straight up told me to run away (âéăăŠâ)... amu, your ideas are getting out of hand--
ALSO AMU ROASTED ME AND CALLED ME éšć„ł LIKE I DONâT BRING THE RAIN, THATâS YUUKU, HEâS THE ć°éąšç·, HE LITERALLY SAID SO.
(I feel like we were just talking so much that I... canât even recall all the things we talked about... So Iâll just leave it at this...)
The line for amu was getting long, so I said weâll see him soon, and we left to go see Yuuku. His line was short, but he talks so much to his fans, that it just, went by really slowly... When it was our turn, I didnât even realize, until he called out âHEY!!!â AND JUST STARTED? DANCING? FUCKING AROUND? AND I STARTED DOING THE SAME THING AND STARTED YELLING âHEY!!!â BACK AT HIM AND WE WERE JUST DOING IT SO MUCH AND JUST DANCING AROUND? It just went on for a while too, until we noticed that nero was just... watching us. I invited nero to join us, but all he did was stick out his leg in our direction and asked if it was enough. Yuuku said âone more time!â and WE JUST STARTED DOING IT AGAIN, JUST, SCREAMING HEY AND BEING IDIOTS...
People were telling me that they could see my underwear/spandex whenever I kicked my leg up high, yet I kept doing it anyway, and nero had to cover his eyes, it was so b a d, I literally just met nero a couple of hours earlier and he saw me like that... oh well, I wouldnât be surprised if he already knew about me before I talked to him, letâs be real...
I introduced Yanny to him (and Yanny gave him a fan letter as well), and told him we would visit him on the 30th at Canaria, and he said that heâll be waiting for us~ I really donât know remember what else we talked about, but he did give me this really cute signature in my notebook (he drew a cat www) and we took pictures together, which was so nice;;
(I felt his head press against mine when we took our picture together, thatâs how close we were, I died.)
The venue was about to close and Masaya had everyone leave so they could clean up, but he let us go give clear Yannyâs fan letter, but we had to make it quick. I introduced Yanny to clear, and clear was so happy to meet another fan... he shook Yannyâs hand, and he shook my hands again and said he hopes to see us again soon, and we had to rush on out (we were the last ones there)...
Overall... it was such a fun live, and it just... was so much more precious that I just... knew so many of them, got to talk to them so casually, so easily... It definitely was a very special way to end my year here in Japan, and I canât wait to see them all again, hopefully next year.
It was fu-ring day! On fu-ring day, they have a special menu that either fu-rin and Wing make! It was my first fu-ring day and it was really fun~
But it was... really hard at the end. My last day...
Staff: amu, Wing, fu-rin, Tomo
Long post.
So on the 6th, I had to move out of my dormitory, and my flight back to the US was on the 9th, so I stayed at a friendâs house in Shinjuku for a couple of days. He wasnât back from work yet that day, so I left my suitcases in front of his apartment, but I didnât want to leave my giant Popplio pushie, so I brought him with me. I just walked in... with a huge Popplio plushie in hand...
When I sat down, amu was like âAh, 3 more days huh...â ... the past couple of times I went, he was counting down as well, he would say like, 15 more days, 5 more days, etc... Like, him counting down, is it because heâll get lonely too, I wondered.Â
Since it was a Monday night, not many people were there, but I still sat close by another customer whom Iâve met before, her name is Acchan! We started getting into a big conversation about Kogeinu Housoukyoku, and how heâs been getting a lot of kosan utaite on each housou, and how in general, 2018 has been a big comeback year for so many people. We then started talking about a certain Soundhouse no Naka no Hito, and we revealed who it was to amu.
However, amu wasnât surprised at all. He said that that particular person has been the president of Soundhouse ever since his utaite days; other utaites knew so, but it wasnât really public information. We were so shocked, itâs been a mystery the whole time for us viewers... The reveal on Week 14âČs broadcast with Dasoku, Mi-chan, and Asamaru was so much for us.Â
He also said that heâs a little lonely; him and Koge are friends, so heâs waiting for his invite onto Kogehousou. (I personally think heâll try to get him and clear together, so that he can get all of PointFive(.5) at the very least! But in the DMA cast they were all talking about having a broadcast where all 5 of them come, so hopefully that happens as well!!)
I was talking to Acchan, and she was like âOh, Rui-chan, youâre a clear oshi, right?â to which I responded yes, I am! amu frowned slightly, and we asked him what was wrong, and he said that heâs jealous of clear. We asked him why, and he said that itâs because heâs my number one oshi; he wants to be my number one. Acchan was a little shocked by his answer, and quickly followed up, saying that I definitely love amu a lot too, saying that if I didnât, I wouldnât be visiting him so much, or comment on his streams all the time. He still pouted, and then someone else ordered another drink, so he went to make the drink.
... honestly, I was very surprised when he said he was jealous of clear... Acchan is a HUGE fan of amu and even she was taken aback, I doubt she hears him say things like that often... If he truly is jealous of clear, my heart...
When he came back, we were talking about his game streams, and amu then confessed that he pays attention to my comments on his streams. Whenever I comment hello, he makes note to throw in some English (which I had already picked up, I went to listen to his casts without saying hello, and he just spoke Japanese the whole time) for me, which was... so much to take in. He also said that he noticed that a lot of times, towards the end, I donât comment âotsukareâ, and he asked me if itâs because I fall asleep. I said yeah, and that itâs embarrassing that he noticed, and he said of course he noticed.
... amutan, do you even hear what you say sometimes, my heart was so full when he said that.
Because crepes were a special for fu-ring day, I wanted to order it! Wing was talking about it before on cast too, so I really wanted it. I ordered it, and amu immediately outed me. âRui-san is having something other than alcohol?!â he exclaimed, and Wing laughed. I said I order food sometimes!! But itâs usually me drinking, and he said heâs so shocked and confused, he was being so overdramatic HAHAHA.
The whole night, Wing and amu were trying to get Acchan to do a shot, and she finally caved in, and ordered a shot for her, Wing, and amu. She said sheâs not strong, so Wing made her a really weak shot. amu and Wing are both apparently strong, so they did shots of like... I think it was whiskey? I just remember it was 40% alcohol. amu made the most disgusting face, he didnât like the taste at all, and Wing was really surprised, she liked the taste.
After a little bit, Wing was starting to become more chatty, and instead of saying âă·ă§ăăâ (shotto) she said âă·ă§ăăâ (shoppo), and I kept asking her if she was drunk, and she told me to shut up playfully and I started laughing nonstop, I definitely wasnât expecting it. She said she wasnât drunk, she said she had just âbecome funâ (æ„œăăăȘăŁă). I couldnât stop laughing at her telling me to shut up.
amu kept looking at me funny, and so I started glaring at him. He... then, suddenly... told me to square up, and I started to scream. For those of you who donât know, itâs been my mission to teach amu slang, and Iâve been fixated on teaching him âsquare upâ so he can use it when he plays on the American servers for PUBG. When he finally said it without me telling him he should use, it, I just started yelling that I was so happy (in English). amu started laughing at me and asked me âAre you happy? Are you happy?~â and I said yes. He asked me if it was my mission to teach him weird English and I said yes, and he started laughing even more. He said that he was really happy to learn weird English from me and he hope Iâll keep teaching him more. WWWW
.. And so I taught him âarigathanks gozaimuchâ and he got super upset. He was like âdonât mix Japanese and English together like thatâ and I couldnât stop laughing.
fu-rin came back, and amu was talking about his jinbei, and amu asked me if I have a yukata. I told him I do, itâs just that I left it in Chicago... luckily I had my iPod with me, so I showed him a picture from 5 years ago, when I had gotten my yukata. He started looking at the picture really closely, and said I changed so much in 5 years, mentioning how my hair was so different compared to now, and my height. He asked me what my height was at the time, and I said I think I was around 170cm, and now Iâm 176cm. amu told me to give him some of my height, and I started laughing, and lifted up my leg. I asked him how much he wants me to cut off, and when I motioned to my knee, he said that thatâs good enough. I joked and said Iâll cut at my knees, and give him my legs, and fu-rin was just laughing at our nonsense.
When it was time for me to go, amu was softly singing Honno Sukoshi no Sayonara, which hurt so much... Everyone in the bar was so quiet...Â
Walking out the door, I just saw Wing, Tomo, and fu-rinâs sad faces... When the door was closing, I heard Wing explaining to another customer that it was my last day, since I was going back to America...
When amu was walking me to the elevator, I was telling him that finally meeting him really was a dream come true, and I thanked him for all the memories we made and all the laughs we shared.
At TOH, he told me and Yanny that he doesn't like giving hugs... but when the elevator came, he held out his hand, so I thought he was going to shake my hand, but then he pulled me into a hug, and said that he'll be waiting. He said it doesn't matter how long, he'll wait for me to come back. I couldn't stop crying...
His hug was so nice... I couldnât stop crying all night, and just thinking about it now still make my heart hurt.
Iâm really going to miss that place, and all the bartenders. Itâs been a wild ride, and in the end, Iâve really made an impression on all the bartenders and customers Iâve met.
Also, Iâve noticed a lot more people call me Rui-chan now.
clear, Wing, Tomo, and Masaya call me Rui-chan.
amu and Yuuku call me Rui-chan to other customers, but Rui-san when talking to me.
