Dec 4, 2024
I don’t feel anything. I thought I did, but it ended up the same as it always does. I get close to someone, I start to feel something for them. Then all of the sudden it’s gone. I feel nothing. Why does this happen? Why does my brain trick me like this? Is it trying to protect me? I don’t want to be like this. I want to feel love. I want to feel loved. I want to believe that it’s possible for me to feel things like that. I’ve never felt it. I don’t believe it exists. I want it but it doesn’t want me.
