#fuckedupmind

[and-valium-said-to-me]

Time flies by when your fucked up

[and-valium-said-to-me]

I need a fucking cigarette.

-broken

[and-valium-said-to-me]

Welp, there goes my sobriety

[and-valium-said-to-me]

I feel like fucking up.

Where the drugs at??

[and-valium-said-to-me]

Im so fucking sad, yet I cant remember the last time I cried.

A sober junkie

[and-valium-said-to-me]

Ive never related to something so much

[and-valium-said-to-me]

I feel like such a piece of shit for relapsing.

Even though I was forcibly clean, I was still clean. Its sad that I thought I actually had a chance at sobriety.

[and-valium-said-to-me]

Whether I knew it or not, from the first pill on, I was fucked.

A junkie's thoughts