Nov 3, 2020
Moving On - Part 2
Today I can’t stop crying. Am I going to be okay? Are we all going to be okay? do I matter as much as the next person? Maybe it’s true that I don’t want die. I just want the pain to die. I want the harsh reality of life to die. I want to go back in time and erase my existence as if it never happened. I want to get this week over with. I am stagnant right now until the bank fixes my issue tomorrow. Then I can move forward and move on. Until then I feel....lost. My mind is creating nightmares, not just when I’m sleeping, of the worst that can happen.