#fuckgod

[thehellboysblog]

Worship Satan

fuck the bastard, fuck God. Move your ass and fuck your cunt, come to Satan.

[666pervsneakpl]

[mymystiquemind]

Blame and Overwhelm

I am overwhelmed today in my journey toward healing from religious trauma.  All that I know is that I am definitely going through it.  I’m having a good day otherwise but I acknowledge that there is a layer coming to the surface. 

I think my restlessness stems from all of that; and recognizing that it truly is an abusive relationship that I am walking away from.  I blame myself and then I recognize that I didn’t know any better. I blame my parents and then I recognize that they didn’t know any better.  And then I feel overwhelmed because I’m not allowed to blame anyone.  AM I? 

My relationship with God was abuse

God is abusive

Christianity is abusive

I thought that the reason I was falling for so many toxic relationships was because my parents were emotionally challenged and I was a very sensitive child.  We are polar opposites.  But it’s not just that, it’s something less tangible because it was God that was abusive.  That ideology was mental slavery.  

That is a whole world that I now have to work toward peeling away for the bullshit it always was.  It’s not my fault that I am slow to recognize when someone is taking advantage of me.  It is not my fault that I don’t know myself.  I grew up learning to think outside of me and forsake myself. I learned that being a woman is worthless and inferior.  I learned that I will always be wretched and only God can love me.  That is so fucked up!!!!!!  

I’m angry.  I’m absolutely angry.  

[moodyeardrum-blog]

[murderdolls-1331]

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[derekcooler]

1 of the many reasons I say fuck #god. Even if some day he is proven to be real, I refuse to let him in my life. He is a #cruel #harsh #pathetic #pieceofshit. If rather live with #satan than live with a man who thinks it’s ok to rape women. Rather live with Satan than a man who kills children and spreads hate. #fuckgod #fuckreligion #atheist https://www.instagram.com/p/BnMwphpHjMD/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1avnosla9b4tq

[blackaltarapparel]

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[hunterforsberg]

@spirotin Song: INRI-404 (Passion of Your Christ) I started composing this song last night at around 3am and finished it today. Like a boss. 😎🤘 More to come... Stay tuned. #spirotin #ovchi #metal #deathmetal #industrialdeathmetal #industrialmetal #industrial #original #musician #melodicdeathmetal #melodicdeath #melodeath #repost #rock #antichrist #bathory #metalcore #deathcore #fuckgod #theunguided #gothenburg #hailsatan #guitar #ギター #electronicmusic #darkwave #amaranthe #linkinpark #trivium #bennoda (at Santa Monica, California)