#fuckingdepression

[angelbutgay]

Sometimes i hate that i can’t live with this garbage system. People are living and they happy with their lifestyle. That’s good for them but why the fuck i can’t live like them? Why am i so unhappy? Everyone is making progress and i am sitting at the beginnig of the circle. When i try to move forward i’m always find myself at the beginning. I AM TIRED and i’m mad. I’m mad at the system, the world, the money, -if it’s exist- at God or Goddess who is in charge. I’m full of anger. “BuT yOu WiLl gO tO tHe HeAvEn” Fuck that too. I don’t want to be in this world but i love so many things that i can’t let go. Hate this feeling. 

[intrusive-thghts]

Does it piss anyone else off that the yellow-orange of the sunrise mixing with the blue of the sky doesn’t make green? Green sky would be bloody lit. So many people would lose their garbage.

[estefaniapries-blog]

..vivir amando,amando sufriendo,sufrir callando y suempre sonriendo..🎵 #fuckingdepression #makeitchesterproud (en Ituzaingó, Buenos Aires)

[beyondmisguidedxx]

everyone in my life thinks this bi-polar depression/manic/anxiety shit is fake, i’m faking it, its not real. If I just stop taking my medicine I will feel fine, just exercise it will go away. I feel like falling asleep and not waking up most days, my favorite thing to do is sleep because when i’m asleep I don’t feel the pain, I don’t feel like hurting myself, I don’t feel the anxiety. I feel nothing, whenever i’m awake I just feel like going to sleep again, I feel like hurting myself, I feel so much pain my stomach hurts, I dry heave in the mornings when I wake up with tears in my eyes, I feel like this stupid ass life i’m living just isn’t worth living, it hasn’t been worth living in a long time, I have no friends, my family thinks i’m a joke, I would rather be dead but, guess what trying to kill yourself could end up making your life more miserable if it doesn’t work, if you don’t die you could be paralyzed or be in more pain, so for now, I can’t end my life, I have to live one day at a time, one shitty day at a time, a day filled with lots of medicine, sadness, sedation and pain. and... that is all. I just wish I could feel something besides pain for more than three seconds, I wish I could really feel a glimpse of happiness, its been so long. sooo long.  

[rejennarate]

It's 05:05

I haven't slept and I would've started work at 07:00 if I hadn't of phoned in sick... Phoned in sick the fourth time this year...

[balanceandcomposuredarling]

Im so sick of having to depend on a pill to tell me that im happy and that i should stay alive 

[awkotacoinatree]

i am very upset right now ugh i need mental help. 

[icystars]

I'm bored as fuck I really badly want to go to Wigan or something. Wander around spend money and actually do something.. I'm getting really fed up with mot being able to do anything usefull..