Today I gave up.
I can't keep suffering this endless "I love you but don't want you" anymore.
I lived for you, I would have died for you and everything in between and it wasn't enough.
I wasn't enough, I get it though. I honestly really do, I'm not easy to be around all the time and I know I have some issues that I need to work on but it's funny how you happily accepted me doing everything I could to help you through yours that when the time actually came to helping me with mine all you could see was the progress you made and how you left me behind. I wanted to catch up but I guess I pushed you too far up your path for you to wait around for me.
I sincerely hope that you continue to progress and achieve everything you set out to do in life but maybe just once in a while spare a thought for me, I can't be with you but I always would have been.
I love you always. Unconditionally.
Just a shame you can't say the same.