My place to vent

Listen, if you care enough. No names, faces or places. Submitions welcomed if you need it.

[looking-to-vent]

What a weekend.

I really didnt see it going how it has.

Im sorry mate but if you arnt going to tr(eat) her right, im going too. I dont feel guilty.

You don't give her what she deserves.

You should make her wake up with a smile on her face thinking about you. Not let her spend countless hours awake sat in silence wishing she had more till she passes out and wakes up wishing i was there to show her shes not alone.

You gotta want more than just what she gives you. Show her you want to make her happy, that you actually care if she makes it through the day.

I want to build up you higher than any building. You should feel how it is to fly free, untethered from every cage.

Conflicted but not sorry.

[looking-to-vent]

Turns out she wants is, i think this is about to happen

[looking-to-vent]

Well, that's the last of your things gone. I guess that's it.

Side note: I can't stop thinking about fucking the brains out of my friends ex (ish, they live together still) girl... I'm very conflicted by it but she seems to be hinting but I value my friend far more. That said for some reason I don't think I'd mind a mmf? As a straight male this confuses the shit out of me. I have zero interest in him to be honest but I'm past the fact that we both have a dick. I'm interested in the experience for far more reasons than just the body.

Anyone have any thoughts?

I know this blog doesn't have any followers but if you find this send help 😅

[looking-to-vent]

Turns out that you don't.

Can't say I didn't try.

Side note: I really wanna eat some pussy. Like just sit on my face or however is comfortable for you and just enjoy the moment.

Weird, I'm feeling down but not out today, clarity helps tremendously.

[looking-to-vent]

Fuck it.

If you'll here me out I need to share my feelings.

I've tried being friends, I've tried taking space.

I want to be with you, I want you in my future.

I love you.

I guess I just need to know if you love me.

[vast-and-meaningless]

There’s too many people I need to give this to

[looking-to-vent]

Not doing well today.

Or yesterday.

Pretty much all week to be honest with myself.

Don't get me wrong, I made it through another week. Yay me I guess 🙄 kinda wish I hadn't though.

I genuinely have no idea how I'm supposed to deal with feeling like this. Just going to work, coming home and sleeping isn't enough for me.

I miss (which is not a strong enough word for this feeling) the connection we had. Just seeing you and being able to talk to you without feeling like you don't give a shit anymore.

I used to just feel numb inside when I got really low but this time my heart aches, my body feels weak.

You are all I can think about.

I've tried to just "be friends" or whatever the fuck that is but I can't.

Now I'm trying to distance myself, and that's making it worse.

Might just sort the last box of your things out, get you to pick them up and then tell you I'm going away for awhile, don't know where or for how long but I'm not going to be around and then just end it all.

Truth be told just to know that you even remember I exist would be enough to keep me going but right now I don't know if I can.

All the things that I thought we were going to do and see just gone.

I don't want to be apart of this world without you.

Truth is I'm scared to be alone and you were all I had and I fucked it up because you couldn't settle your differences with someone else.

I'm lost.

I feel so alone.

Think I might be out of here.

[looking-to-vent]

How. The. Fuck. Do I stop this pounding in my chest.

Your voice echos through every empty thought.

I'm glad I met you but boy do I wish you hadn't met me.

[looking-to-vent]

Today I gave up.

I can't keep suffering this endless "I love you but don't want you" anymore.

I lived for you, I would have died for you and everything in between and it wasn't enough.

I wasn't enough, I get it though. I honestly really do, I'm not easy to be around all the time and I know I have some issues that I need to work on but it's funny how you happily accepted me doing everything I could to help you through yours that when the time actually came to helping me with mine all you could see was the progress you made and how you left me behind. I wanted to catch up but I guess I pushed you too far up your path for you to wait around for me.

I sincerely hope that you continue to progress and achieve everything you set out to do in life but maybe just once in a while spare a thought for me, I can't be with you but I always would have been.

I love you always. Unconditionally.

Just a shame you can't say the same.

[katiyajean]

I need a pussy pen pal 😩

Good conversation endless pussy pics and masturbation videos ❤️

#pussypal

[looking-to-vent]

Sat in the rain masturbating looking for new experiences to ease my mind.

Pleasantly surprised if you were wondering how it is.

[looking-to-vent]

The more time we spend apart the further you seem to drift away from me.

Maybe I should set you free.

Everyone has their first one but I guess your ready to move on to the next.

I get it.

Please tell me im wrong.

Please.

[looking-to-vent]

Is it possible to die from sexual frustration? Asking for a friend...

[looking-to-vent]

How is it that I've ended up here?

Need to get you off my mind and I literally have no one but you 😅😓

[rnagent]

[empty-space-inside]

Words don't even describe how much I miss this kind of play.

[frozun]

[looking-to-vent]

[looking-to-vent]

And then you message me acting like we're friends.

7 years is to long for just friends now.

I love you, I gave it my best to give you everything you needed and now we're friends.

Fuck.