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Regret
I have never been one to regret things. I have always said there is no reason to regret because at one time it was exactly what you wanted. I still believe that too. But I do have regrets. The biggest ones I will ever have. I regret not talking to you enough. I regret not making time to just see how you were and reach out. I regret not making you a priority in my life. I regret not posting that song on Facebook that day. It was a few weeks before but maybe it could have been enough. I had been listening to Smile Empty Soul a lot. I just kept playing them over and over. I was going to post their song Stay Alive on Facebook. As I was about to I decided not to because that song is about suicide. I though oh man maybe I shouldn't, suicide is kind of a taboo subject someone could get offended. So I decided against it. Now I wish I would have. Maybe you would have heard it and maybe it could have kept you from the darkness, maybe it could have been some light for you. A reminder to stay alive because it will eventually get better, maybe it would have made you want to tell someone so we could help you. Maybe it wouldn't have done anything but now I will never know. Now all I have to say is fuck your sensitivity. Fuck it! If you don't fucking like it then unfriend me. I don't care. I will talk about suicide. It needs to be talked about. We need to strip the taboo off of it and help people! Depression is dangerous. Mental illness is a sickness that you can get better from. Talk about suicide, talk about the seriousness of it. It's a permanent solution to a temporary problem
My dilemma is that I'm so ready and not ready to watch the next episode. 😫😱...#clexa #the100 #lexa #heda #like4like #wanheda #commander #l4l #notready #yesiam #dilemma #TF #tbh #fucksensitivity #lexaisbae
Hahaha had to post this.. #happensallthetime #fucksensitivity #shutup #haha #tu #fb
Let me regain my composure ....ok all good now ...shall we proceed? Haha
Deliberate mistakes?
Lately I've been making decisions that are highly questionable and definitely out of character. Sometimes, I feel like I should've made these decisions at a younger age, when I was still naïve and a bit selfish. I don't regret these decisions I'm making now though. Don't get me wrong, I am and will probably always be that person who constantly cares about how others perceive me. But I've come to a realization that people will get hurt at some point in their lifetime, whether it's intentional or not. I've had my share of hurting and coping. And just because I've gone through all that hurt doesn't mean that I'm supposed to shield everyone else from going through it. I'm not anyone's fucking captain-save-a-ho, and I need to learn that too. Why the hell do I always go out of my way to make sure people I encounter are always happy? Maybe I'm re-living my late teens and early twenties again. I've been given a new breadth. And sure, I'm talking like a bad bitch right now, but maybe I finally deserve to act like one after all these years of being a square.