May 16, 2019
I’m getting blocked everywhere today!! Stop trying to stop my shine people!! 😩😍🥰🙌💕 #fuckthisbs #letmelivemylife #thatlonghair #prettymakeup #iwontstop https://www.instagram.com/p/BxiXngFAl8P/?igshid=pwh2r01rtmxv
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I’m getting blocked everywhere today!! Stop trying to stop my shine people!! 😩😍🥰🙌💕 #fuckthisbs #letmelivemylife #thatlonghair #prettymakeup #iwontstop https://www.instagram.com/p/BxiXngFAl8P/?igshid=pwh2r01rtmxv
The Pain Of Many Layers
For most people that dont know I grew up with psoriasis. I myself did not know I had it up until the end of high school. The beginning all it did was bother my head nothing too drastic just a here and there process thinking it was just dandruff. Now its covering my body and suppresses me from getting my bodily ink that i want. Winter times can be the worse of the worse times for a person dealing with this horrid skin disease. Goose bumps from the cold can makes your skin tear where ever you may have the disease, causing pains through out the body as well as bleeding. Lotion helps sooth the pain or keeps the skin from cracking but keeping up with this disease is not easy. Getting a job can be difficult because of how people see your skin. You may have the top of the line skills but in todays world you end up seeing their eyes filled with discuss as well as the body motion of stay away from me. But luckily for a few of the relationships iv had during my worse skin break outs there are a few that looked passed whats on the out side and accepted me for who I was. Slowly growing accustom to the problems i have but at times slipping back into a mental state of depression. Not only causing problems outside of my body it causes problems with in such as having an early age of arthritis. I currently at times have problems walking without a limp because the pain is within my leg or legs. I guess this is where i should end this for now because i dont want to to rant past this at 4am. Good nights.
Last night was the shittiest night of my life.
Sadly today wasn't any better.
Exhibit XX
Some people tell you to follow others footsteps, when they don't even know half the dirt that person has under their shoes.