@fundinson wrote: “ dammit, fili! i TOLD you not to play the hero! “
It was instinct-- part of his blood. When danger came, Durin’s sons held their ground. And so, Fíli planted his feet to hold the line. To look after kin. The vicious snarls and snaps of the wargs reached his ears before they came into sight from over the ridge. He turned toward their taunts, one hand reaching behind his shoulder to draw a sword from his scabbard whilst the other reached under the front strap to draw its partner into the fight. There would be over a dozen coming over the ridge by the sounds of it, and in the seconds he had, Fíli became acutely aware of the weight of various knives stored in his vambrances, boots, and pelt. Just in case.
Another instinct-- that of brotherhood-- made him turn his gaze for half a moment, for he had heard, or rather perceived, Kíli draw his bow from over his right shoulder. On his left, he heard his uncle’s rally, followed soon thereafter by Dwalin’s answer. The others made their stance in response, a collective strength of lifting together.
The scouts did not wait, nor were they interested in fair play. For what was fair in all this? Fíli bent at the knees as one of the wargs came straight to him, allowing him to apply force behind a lunge that sent his sword directly at its neck, toppling its rider as a result. He advanced, eyes wild, yet focused in their search at every direction by which the wargs came. It was clear. They were surrounded--- trapped without the high ground--- but he fought for time for the others to find a path of escape.
One by one, the others slipped through to safety until there were only four: Thorin, Dwalin, Kíli, and himself. He heard the call to fall back, and with swords braced for another go, Fíli caught sight of his brother loosing an arrow at one warg whilst another started coming from behind him. It was not up for debate. Fíli did not fall back. He ran to his brother, and thus toward the scout, colliding at the foul beast's side as his blade made contact with its neck. The warg tumbled forward, but not before the scout riding astride caught Fíli's shoulder with a wide sweep. Fíli fell, the exposure yielding enough adrenaline for his hand to pull a knife from his vambrance. He threw the knife, embedding the blade in the orc’s skull.
Kíli had turned round since then, and he came to pull him up before making haste to the others whilst time was on their side and the path was clear. Fíli made certain to be the last, keeping his brother in front to keep him safe. But it also meant he was last to reach Dwalin, who stood in wait for him.
‘Dammit, Fíli, I TOLD you not to play the hero!’
He looked up at Dwalin, and it felt like he was back in time when he barely reached the knees of his elders. Dwalin was there in those days, oft by the side of Fíli’s uncle. Some days, it had felt that in the absence of his father, there was no absence at all. Not with them close by.
But he had grown since then, and though young, he knew in his heart what must be done.
“I could not leave him,” came his answer. Did it roar out like a lion? “I would not run when Kíli was surrounded.” Strength, resilience, or pride--- perhaps a combination of all, told him not to show any favouring of his shoulder, lest he receive any additional choice words. “You would do the same, Dwalin-- for all of us-- as will I!”