#future hubster

[wakemesoftly]

So close and yet so far So close I can reach out and touch So close that I can reach the sky So close that the stars seem to want to play So close that you can count the days So close that you can reply if I say "hey" So close the coffee is still hot So close I can hear the beating of the heart So close it’s like Maghreb and Isha during standard time

So close but the moment never seems to come So close but today is not the day So close I can see your smile So close I wish you were mine

 If I don't make it in time,

 I'll call you, but know that your fiancé is on the way If you stay, he just wants to say "hey"

Honey I'm missing you all the way

Will this journey never end?

will I see you? Will this all be for nothing? When will I see u again ?

[wakemesoftly]

Its 4:09 I'm on the 6 I hope to get to your location by 5 Ambitious, I know But unfortunately this is what the heart wants Hun this is one of the craziest thing I have ever done, makes me feel as if I can fly. As far away as you are, my heart reaches out to you, almost as if I touch you with a wish with all the craziness of the day, I can't believe I'm doing this. What's surprising is it feels natural, it’s not like I'm forcing myself. This feels like a natural progression, don't know As the stops gets closer and closer, my heart beats a little faster and faster, the anticipation of the moment fills my mind with wonders, thoughts, and I can't seem to contain the excitement.

[wakemesoftly]

Allah really loves me,so he deemed me worthy and blessed me with a husband like you. Our 1st month anniversary means a lot, much more than any another day. It celebrates my love for you, and how much I treasure you in every way. Now that some time has passed, our bond grows stronger. I know if I met you tomorrow, I would give you all of me. Honey Bunny, we are a work in progress with a lifetime contract. Happy 1 Month Anniversary.

[wakemesoftly]

If looks could kill, I would have been dead the first time you looked at me with those eyes.. I always wondered what it would be like to be looked at, by kind, loving eyes. The eyes , which accept you for who you are , the way you look, the way you talk, your laugh, your shortcomings, and when it happened, I wish I could have frozen that moment in time. I wished that moment would never end. It was a glimpse into a life we have yet to live. A life full of love, joy, laughter, and so much more...

One look into those eyes, it was as if a thousand lifetimes had passed before my eyes. And even then it was not enough.

If one look has given me so much, I wonder of a lifetime filled with those eyes. I wonder and hope of a future, where you can always look at me that way. The gift, that is you, given to me, by the Almighty, I look forward to the opportunity to love, protect, care for, and fulfill your needs.

No need to reply, I understand . To being a lover, friend, husband, and so much more . I hope this finds you well, and in those moments of weakness may you read these words and know, what you mean to me. Some things only words can express, and others one can only feel by touch and know by actions. Perhaps I have confessed more than I would've like, but its you, and its only for you. The few mins on a train ride reminds me of a future, that has yet to pass, a dream of a person, who has yet be my wife, and yet I have given something, I can never take back, nor do I ever want to. It is for you to do with what you will.

No further explanation, or comments are needed, it is, what it is ...

[wakemesoftly]

butterflies are beautiful, and so are roses, thorns are just a part of life. to protect the beauty it hides...

[wakemesoftly]

So it's midnight And the great loneliness is upon me As I am surrounded by walls and people, who are resting peacefully I can hear my own thoughts, as clear as the day The sound of dripping water fills the apartment The tick tock of the clocks plays a wondrous melody My mind is filled with a thought A simple thought  A thought of a simple man A man in pursuit of happiness, peace, and justice

A man with no pride

A man who is aware of his own mortality, and shortcomings

His only desire is to fill that void, something that his heart yearns for, but knows not how to express

As blessed as he is, he never fully understood love and affection

He makes friends easily and understands their suffering, holds their hands through the darkness

But he cannot look himself in the mirror

For he does not recognize the man he has become, his eyes are full of regrets and sorrow

You see god has blessed this man with a gift

A precious gift

Something so pure, he dares not taint it with his past

He wants to give this precious gift the best of himself, mind, body, and soul

He fears

  "Is it too late for me", can I still be that man, that I need to be, want to be, and can be

  A spark of hope keeps me plowing forward

I ask myself, does she see something in me, which I do not

Forever I would want her to think of me this way,

Think of me as her knight in shining armor, 

Who will rescue her from the troubles of this world…

[wakemesoftly]

this man is changing a part of you that you thought had died with every rejected rishta in the past. He's bringing you back to life, he's making you take notice of the lovely things and making you feel special and that's amazing

[wakemesoftly]

Tea was interesting,

we shared the taste

we shared a walk,  a table, a bench

a look a laugh

The sky, the air,

and so much more