A random thought turned to tears
I can’t believe this, I’m sincerely crying for my future child in the stock room at work right now. What’s worse is that I’m crying because I’m scared, I saw a young boy with Down syndrome with his parents at my job today and I started thinking about all of the things that could go wrong. Not only during pregnancy but also the many dangers out there in this world. I give those parents who have children with disabilities SO much credit for their strength, I can’t possibly be easy to watch your child go through life with an impediment and I feel that those situations are what remind me of what family really is. I’m not even EXPECTING a child and I’m already thinking about these things… Most of you are probably reading this and thinking “wtf? Weirdo…” But I’m hoping I’m not the only one who’s ever felt like this.