This amazing man. I can't even express to you how much I love him. I tried to express it in color and shape (because that's how my brain works) but it turns out no one else understands what white and turnip-shaped means/feels like haha. So I'll stick with trying to write it out in sentences ;) I literally can't understand how much he loves me. It is 100% the most beautiful representation of Christ and the church, and we aren't even married yet! I've been given so much more than I ought to have or ever dreamed I could have and I just say THANK YOU JESUS for loving Anthony and I enough to make something so brilliant and beautiful come forth in our lives. He flew to Amsterdam just to propose to me. Oh my word, what? It's insane and I love it. I'm so grateful for the selfless love I receive from this man. He is seriously my best friend, someone I feel completely safe with and loved and respected by. Through our relationship I taste the sweetness of the Lord's restoration. And He (God) gives me freedom to delight in this carefree love :)