May 11
no one ever addresses the logistics/trauma of rocky being alone on a ship with 22 radioactive dead crewmen for 46 years and how he probably felt sick and vulnerable being around them in more ways than one and the connection made between that and rocky's claw imprint scarred into grace's arm that grace adores and rocky feels sick over and by god i will write it myself
alright update i'm writing it
#not equipped for rambling#writing vagueposting#FIRST FIC I WRITE POST FINALS ISTG.....#that and paralleled with earth getting the adrian crash footage. OUH.#project hail mary#phm#ryland grace#earth sees this footage and thinks oh of course he went back for him. of course he did.#fuuuck#rocky the eridian#rocky phm#i cant get the thought of rocky still trying to sleep around his crewmates out of my head ☹️☹️#knowing they arent alive#idk if thats too dark but given its survival instinct id imagine its probable#that and believing maybe if he watches them a bit more theyll come back....#FUUUCJ#and the fact that rocky wakes up post-adrian to grace alive and asleep beside him#DONT EVEN#IM GETTING MYSELF WORKED UP SHIIIIT#also if someone has written a fic on this please tell me and give it to me id be thrilled to read it
