I relapsed again god I hate myself

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I relapsed again god I hate myself
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Literally like you look good but then your zaddy’s credits score lookin’ better🤷🏼♀️ am I the only one at the perfect awk in btw age of 25 fakkkkkkk #Fuxkit
it is... 2 am... thatshshhahahh
I done learned to let go🖕🏾🤗
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Gotta vent where nobody hears me cus i just have to vent and idc. Im not sure what lesson life is trying to teach me that im not learning. Aside from the fact i trust men too easily bc everytime i open up to one i think is good...hes not and i get fucked over. And its not until the damage is done that I realize the situation im in. I hate it. Im so genuine. Im so good to people and i don't deserve the way i get treated in return. I dont wanna be scarred or bitter towards every man i meet bc i know all men arent bad but i can't understand why the shitty ones always prey on me. I can't understand how ppl can just manipulate people knowingly and live with themselves. So tired of having to deal with a heartbreak that isnt even a real heartbreak...just straight disappointment. At what point do i give up. Better yet at what point do I realize@ im giving too much. Why am i so naive that i always believe someone really has good intentions for me? Why is that so hard to come by? So over everything.
Life is strange..
When my parents got their Ancestry DNA results back I got the obvious British European connections from when they first landed in the Americas. When my mom got her test back I found out that I am also Native American as well. This came as a total surprise because my culture on my mother's side is very much Spanish oriented. It makes sense though. I'm sure Native Americans knew Spanish from all the integration they had with Mexicans during that time. Shit Native Americans are probably closer to the original look of Mexicans since Spaniards came and raped and pillaged a lot of Mexico and central America. Not sure though.... Anyways; It's weird through, thinking about how my ancestors were just killing each other. Now hear I am. Born during the time of the mosaic trying to figure out what my role on this beautiful picture called the future. Fuckit though.