After thought
I close my eyes
And try to go back in time
To think of the exact moment when
I became your after thought.
Was it the time I laughed too much?
Was it the time when I said too much?
Or was it the time I felt too much?
You see because in order for something to come after something else, it had to be before something right?
What have you let take my place for me now to become an 'after' when
I was your always?
Was it before you thought of me or
Was it after you thought of them?
Before or after you stopped feeling and started thinking?
Before or after....
Me?













