#fvckbunny

[alitailroll]

You know when you get into a fandom and thus the focus and you read a fic so insanely good you wanna have fandom spaces about that fic but since its afic and not the source material there is no fandom for it? You know that? I do.

Anyways, I decided to become the fandom. Here's some fanart for the amazing fix written by @keysimash

Veryyyy quick doodle of Fvck. I feel like they would try on every pair of sunglasses they could get their hands on.

[keysimash]

*wakes up* I have to DRAW MY MARKERS MY SPECIAL MARKERS

All referenced from the character Eda from black lagoon. If you like Nun Kay I recommend going on YouTube and searching up Eda Black Lagoon

[yumiyamazu-shin]

Some fanart of “Is Nobody Else Gonna Pop That Rabbit’s Cherry?!” By @keysimash

I forgot Kay doesnt have ears 😭

[zbbknsd]

finally getting back into TADC since episode 2’s release bc life kept getting in the way and i made the grave mistake of the first TADC fic i read being so amazing and perfectly written that nothing else can compare so now i’m just sitting here patiently waiting for the next real chapter update bc i binged it all in like 2 days and now i’m more fixated on fvckbunny than i am with canon 😭

fr tho @keysimash the way you write the characters is so well done it makes every chapter so immersive i was so sad to catch up to the latest chapter, i didn’t want to leave and i still don’t 💔 not to be depressing or anything but tysm for your writing and giving me one more reason to keep going bc i’ve been relating to jax way too heavy as of recent and having these chapters to look forward to now is helping a bit so ty 🫶 💜🩶

[keysimash]

sections of fvckbunny that are fucking crazy to reread with New Episode Knowledge

You watch his smile drop a little, and he turns away from you to shovel a whole sausage patty into his mouth. He chews thoughtfully, swallows before answering:

"I think, if I could have any real food right now... there's this really good beef stroganoff my mom used to make that I want."

There's a beat of silence as you process that. He's never said anything so... genuine to you before.

"Oh, I know how good it is. Your mom made it for me the night before I joined the circus," You reply, slyness coloring your tone.

And Jax laughs again! A real laugh! You made him laugh! Something warm blooms in your chest.

You almost forget that you're trying to goad him into hitting you to prove a point.

Almost.

"Y'think your mom would be proud of how you've been acting to everyone?" You ask him in that same casual tone, and Jax goes stock still. Your primal lizard brain recognizes threat and bypasses your conscious control center to force you into a stillness of your own.

And then he moves.

He moves so fast you yelp and his hands circle your neck, not squeezing, not hurting, just holding. His fingers twitch. He wants to press in so, so badly. Your pulse jumps in your neck against the pressure of his gloves. They're softer than you expected.

Neither of you say anything for a moment.

"Good bun," You break the silence with sugar-sweet praise, and you actually hear his little "hff" of an exhale as his pupils shrink and his hands tremble. "Remarkable restraint."

"Oh, for the love of God!" You hear Zooble exclaim annoyedly, and then Jax's hands jerk away as though you've burned him. He blinks and the expression on his face instantly snaps back into easy and relaxed as he puts a piece of bacon in his mouth.

HOLY FUCK. JAX I'M SORRY I DIDN'T KNOW IM SO SORRY

"We have time to go to the men's section, still. It's not far."

"Nahhh," Jax says, dismissing her with a wave of his hand. "What's the point? At the end of the day, I'm still all this, no matter what I put on."

He gestures to himself when saying "all this" -- all this bunny. All this stupid bunny boy body that he never asked for. Putting something on other than the loathsome pink overalls that he's gotten used to is just gonna remind him of his own body even more when he catches a glimpse of color or cloth that's unfamiliar.

AND ALSO THIS:

"Don't worry, bunny boy. I know you're just kidding around. There wouldn't be anyone around to pay attention to you if you bullied them all to death."

It takes a few seconds of you walking away to realize you don't hear his footsteps behind you. You turn to look over your shoulder. Jax is staring at the socks still, his back to you.

"Jax?" 

kay literally just put a nail on a glass and hammered it and shattered the whole thing without even realizgin. goddamn !

"I appreciate you being honest with me," You say, resisting the urge to look at him. "About what happens."

There's silence, but movement catches your eye. You can't resist glancing over.

Jax is bouncing his leg up and down.

"Why are you like this?" He spits out.

"Like what?"

*WAILING, TEARS IN EYES* LIKE RIBBITTTTTTTT

"Believe it or not, cottontail, there exists a magical middle ground between HONK-ing with someone and BEEP-ing someone, where you just simply like being around them, called friendship," You explain, making sure to inject extra salt into your tone, spreading your hands as you say the word friendship as though explaining a novel concept to a toddler. "Not that you'd know much about it, but maybe you should try it sometime. Might mellow you out enough to make you stop actin' like such a beach."

"Yeah, no," Jax replies, starting to walk down the hall, arms still crossed. "I already had my free trial of that, and it expired. You can keep your gross little gray hands to Ribbons and the other females, Sister."

He says females with a hint of disdain, like one might say the word animals. 

"Hey," Zooble snaps at him, and Jax says nothing but flips them the bird, staring resolutely ahead. You jog up to the rabbit and fall into step beside him, not getting closer as he veers away from you a tad.

"Hey, Jax, completely unrelated question to the previous discussion, but how was your relationship with your mother?"

"About as good as my relationship with yours," He replies smoothly, and you feel a little thrill at how easily the two of you can slide from genuine arguing to teasing.

Maybe you can get to just teasing someday.

"Does that mean you'll be my stepfather soon?" You ask him, and he snickers.

"What, you wanna call me Daddy?"

"Only if you're the type who's, like, 'Get me another beer!' with the TV really loud and then you throw BLEEP at me," You say, giggling. "Ah, I can hear the sound of my mom yelling while you break dishes in the kitchen already."

"Jesus Christ, Sis," Jax says, laughing genuinely. "Quit projecting your daddy issues onto me!"

"Is it projection or is it observation?"

He goes quiet at that, staring ahead and walking silently. The two of you have gotten a bit ahead of the rest of the group, everyone else already engrossed in their own conversations with each other.

EXTREMELY FUNNY . OH MY GOD. JAX IS GOING "WTFWTFWTFWTF" INSIDE THIS WHOLE CONVERSATION. NO WONDER HE KEEPS TRYING TO SHOOT KAY IN THE HEAD OH MY GODDD

[keysimash]

[alitailroll]

They got put in timeout

Nvm they found out they can swear and now life is dandy

[keysimash]

rereading my own fic with the New Jax Knowledge in mind

and holy fuck does it hurt so much more when kay says to him "There wouldn't be anyone around to pay attention to you if you bullied them all to death." like oh my god. that was downright cruel now that i know he was friends with Ribbit AND Kaufmo oh my god

and then the apology? "its not your fault?" FUCCKKK im making MYSELF SAD HERE. how did i write so good

and jax immediately freaking out and being like "we're not friends" after??? that whole scene honestly. and kay getting him to stay by being like "i never said we were friends" FUCK. like getting a stray cat to come to you by sitting near it and then looking away and ignoring it.. damn.

i never said we were friends but i never said we weren't friends either :sob:

thank god i kept his room ambiguous. also i know he didnt have a mirror that we saw but i was so right about covering the mirror because that has the same depressing energy of turning around the photographs

"You remember all the times you've seen Gangle cry when Jax would do things like intentionally step on her mask or her feet, yank on her ribbons or shove her from behind to watch her break.

Would Jax cry like that if someone pushed him too much?"

FUCKING OUCH.

the scene with jax and kay in the soundproof room... augh... they have my hearrt... that was probably the closest jax has been ot someone in months and months, no wonder it kicks off his libido bad lmao