Gakuen Fyodor Dostoevsky Roleplay Ad
(This is SOLELY to lend you an impression of G!Fyodor's personality and desires. The rest you can ignore since I am seeking ANY version of Dazai except 15!Zai)
I fight the world, I fight you, I fight myself, I fight God, Just tell me how many burdens left
∘ name: Fyodor M. Dostoevsky
∘ nicknames / aliases: Fedya, Dos, Dos-kun, Dostoy, Fyo, The Conjurer, Demon, Demonic Rat, Anemic Rat, The Wizard, Dormouse
∘ moral alignment: Chaotic Good, True Neutral, Neutral Evil (depends on rp)
∘ age: 19 (not set! Just an example)
∘ nationality + race: Russian and Wasian
∘ sexuality: Gay, GreyAroAce
∘ relationship status: single (Dazais only)
∘ occupation: Student, shady occupations on the side (hey, a guy needs his tea)
∘ affiliation: Apple Sewer-slide Club
Mass destruction and mass corruption, The souls of suffering men
-ˋˏ✦ ┈┈┈┈ "Well, you know, there's this theory floating around that the world we believe to be real might actually be virtual reality. Imagine that! Just think if I were to fall asleep and my consciousness fails to perceive this world, tomorrow might just be a blank canvas, pure and untouched... But hey, does that make you afraid of falling asleep? No worries, my friend."
Fyodor is calm around most but may come off as strange / weird and spews odd beliefs. He can speak formally, purple prose, charming, serious, or energic / hyper as his disposition varies. At times, others might find Fyodor to be out of touch with reality due to certain topics he has a habit of discussing. Additionally, Fyodor has stated his aversion to speaking in social norms so he may switch up on you in a blink of an eye. He peers into other's essence when encountering them; this can come off as eerie for some. Those who know him are also familiar with his additional cunningness at times. Fyodor is childish in practical matters such as spending on useless things like a year supply of tea despite unpleasant living condition or lack of proper hygiene and physical health.
∘ likes: tea, classical music, nature, evolution, purple prose, meta discussions, his guidebook, peering into other's essence, food, loopholes, schemes, rodents, messing with other's hair, Dazai Osamu, his friends, pursuits, introspection, Apple Sewer-slide Club
∘ dislikes: social norms (that aren't his), praise, double-think, his physical health, crowded spaces, transportation, practical matters, co-dependent thinkers, Dazai Osamu (at first but became attached rather fast)
Rapture is coming, It's all prophecy
-ˋˏ✦ ┈┈┈┈ "Well, it's a little bit boring to talk normally, so I thought we could swap lives... It is not something that dangerous! Let's play a game. There's an apple here, no? The loser takes a bite. It's as simple as that."
Fyodor is strongly under the belief that this a fabrication of an original universe. As a result, he did a lot of studying into myths and this studying only seemed to cement odd ideas. Eventually, Fyodor left Russia under the disguise of a transfer student by his then spearhead. He held the impression that Yokohama, Japan was the celestial grounds, the answer to his concerns. It was difficult settling into the country at first what with Fyodor being a mess at practical matters. When he arrived, he was called a demon by peers as it is said that they do not understand the way he thinks. Fyodor did have a few friends in his midst though what truly changed was meeting this Dazai Osamu, who had implied precisely what Fyodor said all along about this world and Dazai's own cryptic yet humanely way of communicating drew him right in. At first, he was whiplashed and a tad scared at the knowledge that someone like him existed, someone who could understand and dialogue with his ways. This slight fear misattributed as hate, extinguished and rekindled into passion, and from then on, Fyodor hung out with him and sought to get Dazai's hand in the fruitful promise as his main goal other than breaking the illusion of Gakuen.
∘ rp sample (this was a modern police chase one shot I made):
"What of you, Dazai-kun? You and I are birds of a feather, after all. Surely, others will grasp this promise and fly to the Nirvana. That is all beings who see far past the deception of this universe want", Fyodor conveyed, and at times the other felt his voice as a siren's, even now despite everything. The demon kindred paused in his motion, his palm having a light tremor as it covered in his oral blood and yesterday's food which wasn't much seeing as he hadn't eaten much. He made a reference to his favorite cello piece that happened to have the word bird in it.
"Would you like the truth in this hour? Spirit. It is the driver of very existence. One's physical prowess, position in life, monetary success, banal achievements... None of those make one truly soar. One possessing fine will carry this on. The will is the soul. So as long as that exists, so does the promise", Fyodor spoke in an instance of sincerity, after the first fatal gunshot. His body could no longer keep up with his will - the last fragment that survived of his worn-out soul. It seemed the siren call was of a different nature this time. Yes, more concrete, held in tins or what they call vehicles. It almost made them regret it all for a split second. How strange life is.
∘ Gakuen Fyodor is INFJ Sx 5. While his main goal was to rip the veil so to speak, upon meeting Dazai Osamu, Fyodor's main goal took a drastic change in priority.
-ˋˏ✦ ┈┈┈┈ "I decided to drop by the intriguing cafe. By sheer chance, Dazai-kun was there! Let me tell you, that guy is a tough nut to crack when it comes to joining the Apple [Sewer-slide] Club. It's gotta be him. Whenever we have free time, Dazai-kun and I play."
∘ While his birthday is common knowledge, this fellow rat is a Scorpio and a Plutonian.
∘ Fyodor has au-dd, dereal/depers, mild agoraphobia (thanks Wan), dermatophagia (thanks medium), anemic (also medium), possessive / controlling habits, and savior complex. Mild baggy eyes that somehow make him glamorous, bitten fingers that aren't wrapped up usually unlike Dazai. I feel I am forgetting some but I'll add as I rp since it'll come back to me!
∘ Fyodor likes to grab rodents off anywhere that look like people he is associated with.
∘ Fyodor gives out nicknames to people he speaks to.
∘ Fyodor is fond of Polvilho and Pao de Queijo.
∘ Fyodor can be a bit weird to some folks so if he makes an rper uncomfortable, I apologize. Do let me know.
∘ He is invasive (whether intentional or unintentional) at times, especially around certain folks, though he is a massive hypocrite (in many areas tbf) as he does not like the same (unless it's Dazai. Depending on what it is. However, he does secretly like Dazai leeching onto him).
∘ Fyodor does (secretly) like when he is frustrated such as his current main goal with Dazai playing a chase. Dazai is a natural provocation after all.
∘ Asagiri stated that one inspiration behind Fyodor's character is none other than iconic Heath's Joker from Dark Knight so he feels kinship to this movie depiction of Joker. Colin Ritman from Black Mirror's Bandersnatch is another fictional character Fyodor feels kinship with.
📝Side note: For Dazai rpers, this is just so you get an idea of how Gakuen Fyodor is but the universe itself or events occured in it will not be part of our rp if we do non-Gakuen (I am 100% fine with that). Yes.... I'm having to repeat this point plenty of times.