we are in a terrible need for more male reader content what can I say...
cw: dachryphilia, medplay, bondage, Fyodor being himself is an overall warning, size kink/difference, piss kink(?), nipple play, masochist Fyodor, religious guilt, mention of death, comfort, I don't rlly know...
- I like to believe he is unlabeled so he just likes who he likes but you cannot look me in the eyes and tell me this mf does not have the biggest preferance for men. (doa is basically his harem, no?)
- speaking of doa, it is so obvious he loves long haired men. he loves playing with their hair, bonus points if it has curls if you ask me.
- ALSO BIGGER MEN. now he isnt so small himself, despite most probably being underweight, he isnt that short. but oh does he find taller men than him hot, taller AND bigger, he loves people who take care of themselves so why not built wise too.
- he is an independent man himself, and that leads me to believe he would be on the side to spoil his partner rather than expecting them to spoil him. but thats only on the outside, deep down, he wants to get the return of his favors. he also wants to see effort or the thoughtfulness being put into act.
- because action >>> words.
- he does not even expect much though, just be a gentleman to him like he is to you. hold the door for him, set up the dates since he is so busy himself, remember his likings and surprise him with them... etc.
- he is a very simple man, actually. he can be difficult, yes, very much at that. but once he is in a relationship all he wants is to be understood and some peaceful time with his partner. so spare him some.
- and when I say he wants to be understood, dont come at me for this but he will not be with someone just because he likes them, you have to be able to defeat him intellectual wise if not at least the same level as him. he craves much more than the mere physical liking to someone.
- the same level as his intelligence AND his life span also. just imagine how many deaths of his loved ones he had to endure just to get used to it after some time or just avoid getting into a relationship not to experience that again. so if his lover is somehow immortal like him, or has a long lifespan, that would be the best.
- having to live such a long life, he has to deal with lots of memories which can come out as nightmares or panic attacks time to time. that is after he has a huge trust for you. so he would not ask for it, but simply be there for him and let him get through it without having to explain.
- he likes to be held. like a lot. not only in his moments of vulnerability but also when he craves closeness, he just like to steal his partners body heat and feel the contact of skin.
- he would hold you also, if you asked for it, but most of the time he just wants to practically get under his boyfriends skin and feel his bigger frame against his. just a sense of comfort and source of heat.
- I do believe he is touchy btw, LOOK AT HIM. LOOK CLOSELY. mf is always touching someone in the manga in some way Im not going crazy. (he wipes his hands if they touch him back though...)
- but with his partner, he would not be extremely clingy but he would love the contact of skin whenever he gets to have it even in the smallest ways.
- yapper. yada yada yada.
- is he a quiet man? yes. but will he shut up about his interests or even a random thing he noticed through the day once he is comfortable around you? no.
- he usually scares people away once he opens his mouth or they just dont understand him so please actually listen to him... you can be sure he will listen to you with the same amount of care.
- youre not getting your relationship to an official degree though, sorry. let alone it being too dangerous, its basically a lose-lose when youre a man. he doesnt mind, of course not. but people do and he doesnt want the looks on you.
- he likes watching you do your hair if you have a long one. or shave, or do any self care. he finds it attractive idk. (same)
- also since we are back the in the physical hcs, when I say he likes bigger men he LIKES them. he can and will be touching your muscles and going to do anything for you to use them on him. (merlin this is supposed to be sfw...)
- bottombottombottombottom.
- together with my belief that he is into bigger men, there is no way he is topping if its not for the sake of being a sub-top. (wait do we see the vision lmk)
- he is very talkative only to get under your skin and piss you off when he wants to, but other than that he is very pleasant with just laying there and looking pretty while you do all the work for him ngl.
- aw pillow princess fedya.
- veeerryyy much bonus points if you tie him up, he likes the feeling of being helpless when he knows its in a condition he is actually safe.
- he also just likes the thrill of being at his boyfriends mercy kinda.
- since he is very pale, he WILL have so many marks on his skin afterwards. whether it be from the bondage or you.
- DACHRYPHILIA. I WANNA SEE HIM CRY. he cries so prettily you just cannot get enough of it ngh.
- sensitive ass man, he will try to keep calm but he cannot help how sensitive some certain points of his skin so why wouldnt you use that to your advantage. pinch and twist his nipples while youre in the middle of fucking him and he is crying right then and there.
- slap his very sensitive cock too, he is into it, dont worry. he is the biggest masochist out there.
- use your size difference to your advantage too, also. he will slap your chest and curse you for it but he cant hide how much he enjoys the feeling of being so full, the feeling of being held against the bed with his smaller frame almost disappearing to the sight.
- so hold and fuck him against the walls of his office the next time he tries to be a dick-
- the most kinky man ever while thinking of sex as an intimacy he holds so dearly at the same time. how he will act depending all on his mood.
- so you will find him crying afterwards too, sometimes, from not only how overwhelmed he is but because of the underlying guilt he feels. once the heavy air of desire is gone, he will sit with his thoughts questioning himself.
- I swear if you dont give him proper aftercare for that-
- seriously, aftercare is always the best part for him no matter if he has done the most vanilla or the kinky shit ever. he likes sleeping in his boyfriends arms after, feeling the hands gently in his hair after they've been pulling them all night.
- I will not be explaining this but omoroshi... (or should I)
- adding one more, medplay. MEDICALLY ACCURATE !!
- this pillow princess just loves to ragebait his partner and seeing him angry just so he can feel him deeper inside, hitting places with a force he didnt know existed.
- good way to stop his very exhausted mind, you know.
- there will be nights where he cannot even sleep from thinking too much and asks you to fuck him to sleep just so it can exhaust him enough to rest.
- ohmygodIneedhimonmydicksobad...
anywaaaayyyy life is shit rn kinda so WE ALL coping with Fyodor right, right...