#g-writes

[g-writing]

i am

an extra

the one in the background

given just a name and nothing else

i am 

the comedic relief

not taken seriously

but always there to make you laugh

i am 

the chore

you always say hi to me

not cause you care but because you have too 

i am

the side character

the one always in the shadow

waiting for a chance

i am

the main character 

of no story

because i will never have one

like she does 

-g

[g-writing]

god.

i said i'd never fall in love i didn't have time for it

for me, my highschool romance would never exist

i wouldn't have those fuzzy feelings everyone else would i was content with being the single friend

but i couldn't help but notice, god. she's so pretty.

-g

[g-writing]

everytime.

my 6th? 7th?

i could not remember

all i can recall

is that i loved you every single life time of mine

and i'd relive another hundred lives

just to fall in love once more

-g

[g-writing]

i.

i knew that i could never compete with how you speak and the elegance that you own i could never begin to dream of standing side by side with you

and i hate how you smile at me so gently the way you shine like the sun everything revolved around you

i despise how you are so kind you could do no wrong not even the meanest of words could ever make you sour

unlike me i am green and grotesque unkind that i am and envious

no one flocked to me like they did you if you are the prettiest swan i am the ugliest duckling

i can never touch you no longing of mine would ever make me like you

-g